Bullied xD

Lol... Keng Yik play me enough adi la... After recess..., I going to the library..., that time was B.m time ma... So teacher asked us to go lor... Teacher gave us back our Karangan Umum which is haven complete copied yet... So while we copied teacher asked us to sign for the oral test..., one by one... So until Wai Loon turn..., he move left and then right.., then left again..., and he say AISH.., *Pulled me with the chair* Together you know.. And he said I am so small size and blocked him from signing signature~ Zzzz~ I beat him like hell la.. Lol xD swt.. :'( I kena bullied by 2 guys today... :'(

fool~ xD

Today I was just a fool.. Lol coz just now this morning we no need to bring any books ma..., no study.., so we combine class with 5 Penaga lor... So I was sitting there and listening and dreaming and thinking about relationship stuff..., that time was English class., that teacher teaches us THE PEARL story... Explain one by one..., ^^ so we understand a little bit la..., not used to it by letting other teacher to teach coz every teacher teach different ways ma so I rather let Pn Kor Bee Lian teaches me... ^^ By the way..., after English..., I saw Keng Yik and Wai Loon going back to class I though they are chatting or doing their own "Business" la so I was in the Penaga class ma~ So I just draw, sms to Ken Jean, talking to myselfs only lor... After recess..., I went back to class.., Keng Yik told me that Pn Mary Ann is looking for me... Then I said for what? He said dont know o.o she just want to look for you only~ So I went to find Pn Mary Ann in her office and in the canteen..., so one of the teacher helped me called Pn Mary Ann and I asked her..., Keng Yik says that you are looking for me..., whatis it about? Then she said no, I didn't look for you..., anything happen? Then I said o.o no I think I was just misunderstand..., sorry teacher... So I walked away and she let me go for now la.. hahas then i went back home and told Keng Yik that teacher not looking for me also..., he and Wai Loon laugh at me with loud voice... == I'm dam pissed off and im so pure and im being like a fool MAN! == This things not gonna be happen by tomorrow coz it is a APRIL FOOL DAY.. Lol ^^

i got position as in class~

Today I just got my position in class..., I got num 2 which my percentage is only 45.75.. Haiz~ I will work harder this time! ICHIGO! GAMBATTE!!!

Noisy Dad~ Haiz~

This morning my dad woke up..., and said why is it so messy? He SHOUTED and ASKED you know... Zzzz somemore it is middle of the night... == Make me no mood only ... Haiz~

Sleep from 3p.m

After school.., it was around 2 something then I talk talk talk to brother...., suddenly at 3 in the afternoon I was fall asleep =.= Somemore I sleep until so "Song" wei.. == Well brother wake up also didnt wake me up :'( Make me sleep for 11hours!!! I wake up around 2 something in the MORNING =.= Haiz~ Im so tired~

Position in class~

Well today i'm gonna talked about the position in class~ Well today I asked everyone those whom have their position..., I asked 5 Penaga..., Sze Ting.., I asked her that what position she got? She said 19... That's quite good ^^ Well~ U..Um actually I havent know what position am I coz our art teacher havent even mark yet.., he said there's no drawing so lazy to mark.. Where got ppl like this one? Everyone also know their position adi accept our class... Out of 14 I sure get 5/6 one... Coz it is quite good in my this term exam xD So~ But I am not sure yet... =.= Well I never hope on that but someone told me maybe is true and maybe is false xD No idea... Dont dare tell xD If tell adi then after that the results is different xD ^^

Thunder~

Today, this afternoon after church, I was sitting on my sister bed and waiting to use computer from my sister.., so I wait until fall asleep..., then when I wake up around evening.., thunder suddenly come wake me up and I was scared xD so... :'(

i love you~

To Ken Jean:
I don't care what you are thinking now~ Not suppost to tell I also tell adi lor... Well I don't wanna lie to them... I am only do my path.., since they find out about us..., ok.., say as simple, I got wrong..., I admit..., I not suppost to tell them but your sister also force me to tell one ma since they check out adi~ They promissed me not to tell anyone else one ma~ I believe in them..., they won't forget our promissed... What about you? You have no wrong meh? You made such a big mistakes some more~ At first you in love with Vivien, you should not liked me and asked me to be your GF.., I know this will troubling your heart.., don't you think this is also troubling me heart? When you come back from London, I already know what it is inside of you..., well, when you come back to London you never tell me anything.., you never sms to me.., some more I kept on smsing you..., do you know when you are sick in London, you told me that you were sick, and I get shocked and reload my phone credit immediately..., and send sms to you..., I don't want you to get regret do you know? What I do everything is good for you..., I believe your sister will keep the promiss.., well when I saw the picture in your facebook.., Emily told me that she not very happy about your pic~ That because she said where got ppl couple adi take pic with other girl... That time I was nothing..., I though it was just friend that's all..., how I know suddenly I think of nonsence~ Think what? Think about you and your girl friend relationship..., im not scared or anything..., anyway now I don't mind about your profile pictures that because I still believe you and them was only friend and not much... Plz believe on me..., well... Tomorrow you sms to me see which one you like 'coz there is no such things as your heart break into two.., one is Vivien and one is me... There is no such things..., you better find your heart right then only tell me the answer tomorrow morning... This is all what I want to say. Thanks ^^ I don't want you to regret later... Now still early..., still can make decision.. And I will appreciate your answer..., plz tell me the true feelings..., better not like I made you angry then you go choose Vivien.., I want you to tell the truth... I know Vivien is a good girl too... I dun mind what is your answer is.. Saya boleh tolak ansur okay? :) I love you~

Pissed Off

Dam! Why every guys are like this? When ever they don't like they will get angry..., but promisses never take their promiss... Why is it like that? Hmm~ I don't feel good now~ xD

Choices~

Haiz~ Choices... Today when I know Ken Jean love Vivien and not me.., I am very sad and cry for an hour..., then I fall asleep..., I woke up I told Ken Jean about this..., then he said it was true.., hmmm im open minded muahahaha~ Luckily im open minded if i'm close minded then don't know what will happen le.. Hmm~ Well love can be together or to see him have a nice future~ Love doesn't mean have to be together... Love is sort of complicated things~ Well..., I do really like him..., this kind of feelings same like when I like emmanuel like this... Just imagine~ I like Emman for 5 years..., im afraid that I like Ken Jean for don't know how many years le..., well im sort of stupid girl in this world~ Hmm it's okay.., I am nothing one le ^^ Im strong enough.. If he choose Vivien.., i'll gave up on him.. Only love him as my best best friend... ^^ All of my doing is I don't want to see him regreted next time... ^^

sis and bro went out =(

Few minutes ago my sister and brother went out when I was having my bath..., they leave me alone in the house...!!! Haiz~ Dad scolded me just only..., only know how to take money from me..., Haiz~ How annoying.., what he promissed cannot be listened one coz OLD MAN they can't fulfilled their promisses one..., serious... If my mom was still around..., she will bring me go anywhere I can..., II can even go MV or 1U.., when my mom pass away adi.., he begin to act weirdly..., he very stingy, always scold me when he is bad mood, anything he dun like I cannot do one..., example.., my job..., what I want to do..., he HAVE TO CONTROL me one..., VERY ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!

No Reply From Bii~

Two days ago I sms bii.., he NEVER reply..., one day ago I sms him he never reply..., I wonder how come ah? Lol well I not sms him for one or two sms but ten or eleven also got wei~ But he didnt reply me..., this morning he only sms me..., == You say this boy should get scolded a not leh? == LOL xD

Scolding Back Behind...

Yesterday sister bringing I and brother eating after church..., so they 2 scolded dad behind I was kept quite there and cry...~ It is awhful...~

Arigato

My sis back when I was sleeping..., she bought nandori for me and write a notes for me on a red piece of paper... She said that, your money Rm6 is in your wallet and I bought some nandori for you, you can eat it when you are hungry..., when I woke up.., I saw that red paper..., I eat nandori and drink some water..., she don't know that I was sick.., brother too..., I didnt tell them and didn't show up to them..., but I know they are wonder why I kept sleeping last night..., dad just said maybe she is too tired~ Haiz~ He don't even care about me at all~ Sister bought some healthy drink for me..., I feel thankful to her.. Arigato onee-chan~ ^^

Sick~

Today my head dam pain~ Still want to go sch haiz~ Act nothing in school..., like happy happy one... Lol once I come back..., my head getting more headeach~ I can't stand it

Scorpio's~

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RANDOMNESS~

ANYONE CAN CATCH YOUR EYE.., BUT IT TAKES SOMEONE SPECIAL TO CAPTURE YOUR LOVELY HEART~

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE BABE!

ME LOVES YOU FOREVER BABE! ^^

RANDOMNESS~

I KNOW YOU KNOW BUT I'LL SAY IT I LOVE YOU BABE! ^^

I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY TODAY BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN IT TO ME ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.., THIS IS YOUR B'DAY GIFTS ^^ MORE SPECIALS FOR ANYONE ELSE >.<

YEAH SCORPIO ARE CLEVER BUT NOT MOST OF IT..., "SOME" OF THEM ARE CLEVER AND SOME ARE STUPID~

RANDOMNESS~

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! ^^

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! HAVE A NICE DAY!

I WAS JUST HAVING SOME OF MY DIRTY THOUGHS BECAUSE OF YOU~ ^^

I love My husband~

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Escape School Again~

Today I escape school again haiz~ Dad la~ Don't want me to go sch... This year I SPM year wei~ Aish~ Better stop sch la... I never try anything like this before one~ He everytime also worried here and there... There's no point ot worried about la~ == Feel so pissed off!

Sleeping in the Afternoon

When I reached my house around 1.40 in the afternoon..., I played comp for 2 hours then tired so I sleep lor..., someone called me and that SOMEONE is my sister =.=..., at first she wanted to find my brother..., but she can't reached him so she called DAD phone..., but DAD didn't pick up the phone..., then after that she called me when I was sleeping and my phone was grab together with my wallet so that my dad didn't noticed ma..., my dad everytime also take away my phone then end up used up my credit =.='' So dad receive a called from my sister..., he wokes me up and said where is my phone..., I pretended that I didn't hear anything from him..., so I just continue my sleep la~ at 9 something..., he wakes me up and asked me to go eat and get my change for clothes..., so when I finished eating..., he asked me "Hey can sms to your sister that why she called me? I didn't pick up her phone and I no credit...," so I sms to her and said "Wei..., why you called dad just now? he disturb my sleep la~" So she replied to me..., "Oh that's nothing one..., I'm looking for your brother..., not looking for your dad..." Then I said "If you want to look for Jarrel then called me next time..., don't call him if not he will disturb me again~" LOL it's quite hurting but very annoiyed la coz just imagine you are sleeping and your dad kept on disturbing you what feeling you have? Annoyed and get more iritate right? That's how I feel also... hahas ^^ ==

Dad Asked Me Not To Go School For Today...~

Today..., I woke up at 6 o'clock..., I switched on my light from my room..., dad suddenly went in and I have shocked and I was very blur at that time..., he asked me "You want to go school? Don't want go la"~ Then I said "O.o then don't go la...~" Lol but I don't know why he asked me NOT to go school for today.. =.='' I have no idea~ So I continue with my BEAUTY SLEEP~ Ahhhhhh~ xD

My Feelings For Today~

Today my partner come back and I don't know what to say..., not happy but got la..., got happy but..., some angry too..., I tried myself to control don't so easily get angered..., just now I talk to him in MSN I don't feel nice..., when he come back from London..., it seems like he NEVER post anything on my Facebook..., infact it's on "Someone" facebook..., and when I chat with him just for a while..., he going to sleep and told me that he never sleep for 23 hours and never change his clothes when he's in the plane..., somehow I don't know what is he thinking..., I don't feel nice on that... I HATE THIS FEELING..., ='( Why do I have all these FEARS and why do I get angerred so easily?! I don't understand it at all!!! (*Crying*) I feel so angry..., what should I do? Can anyone tell me? *Crying*