absent to sch~~

today i am super duper tired..., dont know why..., maybe last night i went to church and God cleanse me or take out my weapons or seeds or dark knowledge.., make me to tired~~ >.<

My Ex F5

this morning teacher (Pn Cheah) she asked us everyone go to the hall coz got some so called "Ceramony".., didnt know is that KEEFE CHAN is here to telling us everyone F5 about SPM how he got so many A's and all these so..., ya la..., was shocked, normally i called him KIFI CHAN~~ keke~

Sleeping~ =S

3rd period of my class was History~ teacher (Pn Noor Arbaiah), she let us everyone go in to library and do the work~ so we went there.., after i finished the work inside the library.., my hand was very tired and i go to the other side and sleep coz i was sitting that place was too noisy~ it was our class make noise.., library teacher (Pn Monica) , asked them to keep quite, how to read this? that word was "SILENCE IS GOLDEN"... lol xD so my class mates was liek talk talk talk and dun care what did the teacher tell them anything~ lol i just sleep.., WOW~ Once i sleep, i sleep for 3 periods~ lol recess time i was still sleeping so nice~ AAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~ ^^

Troublesome~

Sorry i miss this post... == actually this post was yesterday..., i was in the library sleeping in recess time.., and sze ting brought news paper and she wake me up..., everyday when i was sleeping she always ka-ka-cau-cau me..., i dislike that seriously..., in class also..., she disturb me around 1 month already that time..., so now i tell her my feelings.., i told her nicely..., say that Why you always disturb me when i was sleeping and why when i was awake you don't talk to me? then she get angry.., is her fault and she angry of me..., i never scold or say anything to her you know? only just a soft telling her only dont disturb me.., then she go away with a angry face... == she is so troublesome..., well i don't like her since when i first saw her but i treat her nicely and good but she always never change so i cant helped~~ xD

An Incident

this morning..., around 11.20 gua~~ lol ok around 11.20a.m..., i go to hall and i left my wallet in the class at block H..., so i said OMG! i quickily ran and ran to my class but didn't know someone accidentaly pushed me and i fall on the WET GRASS!! there is some MUD and DIRTY WATER~ lol then said am i ok and they helped me~ ^^ well..., i went back to my class and change my clothes in the toilet~ lol..., i think this is one lesson that is! DON'T RAN IN THE SCH == lol

Wow~

today after school..., i went to ciber cafe..., it's new there for few weeks already one..., i though it's not FREE anymore lor..., so when i play for 2 hour just now...., the cashier said it's still free~~ lol! == somemore i though it's RM3 you know..., i take out the money from my wallet and they repeat again IT'S FREE! == then i said oh okok lol xD embarrassed~~~

hello~

hi again~ ^^ sry for long updates ya! i have 2 reason why i didn't updates for so long... keke okay first is my dad dont allowed me to online and second, nyam nyam internet is in trouble kakaka~~~ so nyam right? keke hehe hoho haha wowo kiki koko~~ sry im gone crazy >.<

Croesus is in trouble~

this morning i went to class and i was doing my duty in the class..., that time kean hau was there and so croesus went in with a blurry eyes~ that time i was trying to change my place coz my place putting tables are not comfortable so i told him that i changed place with him..., i speak with him in chinese coz we normally also speak chinese one ma..., suddenly he asked me "Can you speak English?" and i think what the hell is this going on? i though he was just playing with me only lor..., so he was like can't reconized me and asked me where is his place..., then who is the person who is his close friend to him and he asked me what is his duty in class and he asked all those questions which is very weird for me..., i never see him like this before..., well..., i think he like angline for 2 years then now become saiko~ angeline also quite bad la..., she shouldn't do all these things..., it is too greedy adi..., do you know what she do? i think she want ppl to like her but if the person she don't like she wont tell him to get over it one..., she will let those guy continue like her until gone saiko one..., now i don't know how to helped croesus coz he fall her trapped adi... haiz~ don't know what happen to him tomorrow~ =S

Fun In Church ^^

Today I reached church around 10.10a.m. ma..., so first thing I do inside was tuning my guitar see whether got out of tuned a not coz last week I bought capo to church and they said my guitar it's out of tuned.., maybe is my new strings la..., haha~ Anyway my guitar are not out of tuned today.., my guitar was so handsome and good looking ^^ but a bit dusty == Lol == Forgot to wipe it.., forgot to clean it xD forgot to bath it lol == Well.., today when we play every song..., we said Fast Song! Slow Song! Medium Song! Lol so that we won't make mistakes..., now we have to make the church song harmony by playing guitar... Hmm~ == But today guitar was really really fun... Seriously..., keke~ I appreciate today..., ^^ Today, tomorrow, and forever it's a wonderful day to me ^^ But I don't like stayed on earth..., wanna go somewhere else to meet my mum.., that's the most wonderful thing ^^ Can stay there forever..., never leave that place ^^

Have Fun ^^

Today at eleven thirty.., dad fetched me to school for IU Day..., so i reach there earlier than Belinda..., i wait for her just a few minutes.., not very long coz her house near my house ma... hahas~ the problem is because why we live so near and not going with one car but separate car? haha..., this is the problem la~ that because i misunderstood her and told everything to dad..., about the incident that Maggi told me on January..., hmm~ well..., i havent told my dad that it is misunderstood..., i don't want to tell him that because he will fight with me on something.., so i don't want to create problems..., so she reached that time i go near her car and her mom was very kind to me she smile very sweet to me and talk nicely to me..., i very appreciate her..., she make me have a feeling of a mother again..., ever since i lost my mom..., i loss this kind of feeling..., this can said that i loved her just like how i loved my mom..., ^^ well..., i treat belinda well that because she gave me as my older sister..., not like my REAL sister..., got attitude problem one..., i use my dad phone and called her and she just scold me so sudden..., that one i don't care la..., and i just treat samantha just like i have a younger sister..., keke~ well..., today we (i and Bel) sit together on the left.., i mean on the right..., then Bel always told me that the guy who is sitting behind her is very noisy..., lol he shout here and there talk here and there talk and shout until none stop..., == i don't know what kind of mouth that he has it... lol well..., just jump to dinner..., lol dinner time.., i, Bel and Shinyi (another friend of ours)..., i was sitting down booking the place.., shinyi and Bel asked me to take care of their bags.., so while i take caring..., i asked bel to helped me take the food for me..., then she asked me when she go then only i go take the food..., so i don't feel good haha then i find some idea how to get the food with them too..., so i go there with their bags ^^ and while i taking the rice with those bags..., shinyi told me becareful ah.., don't drop the rice..., then so sudden i drop some... rice~~ xD lol so after taking all the foods..., i eat there lor.., shinyi took my sitting place..., == and never mind lor..., i just sit opposite her only lor..., suddenly i saw Zhiwei (another friend of mine too) and Zhiwei sit beside me..., when i bite the curry chicken.., i though not spicy but end up spicy so i had a drink of coke..., it's free ^^ the food and drinks are provided..., ^^ so i drink coke.., after coke i asked all my friend sitting next to me see whether they want to helped me finished those curry chicken a not so they said don't want.., xD so i just eat the cucumber and rice and then throw it away..., so wastage xD lol so after eating we go toilet la..., coz im sweating and shinyi going to do her own business inside lol xD so we (i and bel) go to the hall and see those performing dancing..., so i go see lor.., bel followed me coz she nothing to do haha! so she asked me to sit down and i don't want for some reason that i can't tell HERE (blog).. lol so after that the shows starts.., i began to take video of my Ex Form 5 performance..., he is cute la...~ hehe so i take some video lor... those ladies and gentlement kept on walk here and there interrupting my video T^T lol so i walked in front since he asked everyone to walked in front to have some fun ^^ lol after finished taking video..., the IU Day off liao..., means finished liao so i and bel was walking and talking..., shinyi went back already le that time coz she have tuition..., so i and bel sitting in the gazebo near the canteen..., we took los of picture and chat..., and laugh..., ^^ so after that at 5 sharp.., she went back..., i also waiting fro my dad come to fetch me le... ^^ tha end her le..., but it's really really fun... i really enjoy it.. thank you to belinda ^^

talking "BAD" about ---> ""Someone""

yesterday..., dad going to church ma in the evening..., so only left i and brother lor..., hmm i asked him many questions but all his answers was like i mean sounds like talking bad about ""That Person"" and ""That Person"" was actually my dad lol..., next year we 3..., i, my sister and brother gonna leave the house without telling him o.O..., coz we don't wanna live with him by now already but we have no choice la..., so we are trying to find one apartment to live with our own..., and leave dad here alone..., well plz don't pity him coz if you pity him..., he will be like sort of ""ACTION"" normally i pity him but now i DON'T pity him at all coz i think before..., i think before how he treat me..., he kept on using me to scold..., i am very pissed.., actually the most pity one is not him but it's me! i feel very pity of myself.., oh plz dont pity me ah..., lol coz i cannot take handle of your pityness..., LOL! So by next year i will find a better JOB in KLCC and sister will find another better JOB and brother will DO HIS BEST not to quit that JOB so we are leaning at ourself and Our God ^^ so i think this is much better for me and ""DAD"".. i think mum would be very angry or something of him.., maybe pissed of also don't know... lol xD ChaoZ~

Gambatte! Ichigo! Fighting!

Today is my SPORTS DAY!..., I am going to Kelana Jaya by 6.30a.m.., to 1.30p.m..., o.o :) Gambatte Ichigo! FIGHTING!!!!!! ^^

Mum Funeral~

To:~ my lovely mummy ^^

mummy.., today is your funeral o.o..., hope you stayed well in heaven o.o... ^^ you know i just had a fight with dad..., dad got a lot of problem now a days.., hmmm :'( always scold me for nothing..., :'( Im so innocent xD

Arguing~

Just now in the car..., dad car aircorn got some problem so I opened up the window lor..., so I was boring ma I brought my earphone with me ma so I listened some Japanese and Korean songs lor..., my dad kept on asking why am I keep on holding my phone? Waiting for BF sms is it? I wanted to asked him GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~ Haiz~ He dam irritatin..., so I had a fight with him.., he RUNED my MOOD haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Why do I have such a STUPID DAD?!?!?!??!?!!!!?!? Only know how to scold me..., why didnt see him scold sister brother? only ME?! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I very easy to bully is it?! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Staring~ xD

This was today..., today after school...., I went to Cyber cafe..., so I went there for free coz the shop is still new so I go there on facebook for an hour..., when I ready to go out that time..., there is 2 form 4's guy wanted to enter in..., one was short and another one was short..., the tall one kept on staring at me.., xD so I don't care la... When I buy something from 7-11 shop..., they went there also..., well actually they are wearing sch clothes so they cant go inside to play..., lol so they go to 7-11 also lor..., so they went in..., that tall guy stared at me again :S so when I read some E-pop magazines..., he wanna go out also ma..., so I don't care lo...., the tall guy kept on looking at meagain..., and his friend come in again and asked me am I Form 5 and I was blur I was just bow down my head in korean style la..., do you think this guys are weird? Lol

guitar in the church~

This was yesterday too.., ^^ this morning I reach church around 10.05 a.m. so I play guitar with capo lor..., but didn't know my *Out Of Tune* =.= Lol..., so I tuned and tuned and tuned..., but it still out of tuned so I used the church guitar lor..., WAH! Dam heavy xD Lolx some more I play *Hear Our Praises* that time my finger kept on spamming the strings.., dam pain.., so I exchange guitar with Arron..., hehe then only it if fine.., that guitar actually was 12 strings but that extra strings we take it out, long time ago hehe =)

Truth and lies~

This is yesterday message ya! ^^ Just now evening.., I told Ken Jean that I will tell my working sisters that I broke up with him.., then Ken Jean said that are you sure? Lol sounds like he don't want me to tell only Zzz~ He is an anoying kid..., well he asked areyou sure you wanna tell them? Then that time I really not sure ma..., so I said not sure but I don't want make any troubled of your gf misunderstand.., then he say she won't misunderstand one wor.., she is another version of mine wor..., but I don't think that coz this thing a girl impossible will do that~ He don't understand girls at all..., Zzz see how the situation first ma right..., haiz~ Such a problematic child la he..., see how next saturday first..., if he is free then can act in front of my sister lor..., I don't want them to worried about me that's why I got to lied to them sry~ But I have made my decision adi..., I wont asked him to act just tell my sisters the truth ^^ Hehe

Sports Day!! ^^

Yay! This Wednesday is a sport day! Go to Kelana Jaya Stadium. Hahas so long never go..., around 4 years liao o.o never go there lol I want to have some fun with my friends on that day~ WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Wanna eat a lot~

Today im gonna meet my aunt which is on my mom side one... Hehe I have no choice have to lie to my dad say that I am going to 1u play guitar again~ I know I not suppost to lie but my dad and few of my aunt was in a bad relationship one... Coz that time when my mom passed away..., my mom side of brother sisters go and scolded him and beat him up after my mom burning the flashes.., I feel very scared that time so because of this he asked us not to near them(Aunt).., so like this la..., today I and brother gonna meet them in my Aunt office.., im gonna eat a lot here coz my dad cook I dont even know what he is cooking.., the food was so terrible! xD He just simply take the vege and simply cook.., he never asked us what we wanna eat.., he is a terrible person which I dont like to talk about him xD it's seriously terrible.., I can say worse than terrible~ Haiz~

scolding~

Sry for late undates.., yesterday not free so didnt update.., well actually this was yesterday post ^^ yesterday whild I washing the rice.., brother comes and take something from the fridge.., when I finished washing the rice.., brother accidentaly drop the so called "Old rice" ON the fridge which is he didnt noticed and he was so pissed.., he knows it was dad doing~ Haiz~ Somehow.., I was very shocked that my brother scolded my dad~ xD

Love~

I think I like K. F o.o..., coz just now on the way to church that time he suddenly pop out in my mind and I was smiling with my selfs and thinking how to get his phone number from him or do anything... Lol so when I reach church.., I went in the class first thing I do is go look for him *Turn my head* la lol... xD I feel so happy!!! xD Lol about Ken Jean case~ Forget it la.., doesn't worth it one since he like so many girls... Well k. f is cute.., can matches me coz he is not too tall.., not too short..., not too old~ xD Lol his cute.., especially his eyes.., he has a cute eyes *An-Nyaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~* =3

Shame to him and happy things to us~

Today after school.., I walked down from art room with Croesus.., Croesus walk in front.., my eyes are sharp one ma.., haha I saw Dickson standing with *Guai Guai Shu Shu* like that o.o so I wonder I but I shouted say OH DICKSON!!! YOU PULL YOUR PANTS ZIP!!!! HAHAS!! xD then Croesus look behind immeditely.., lol hahas so he asked me to SHHH~ Lol

Play boy~

I think Ken Jean is a playboy~ I have no idea why but I think he really is! You know why? That because I couple with Ken Jean one month ago.., so he *Told* me that he love me o.o.., that time I believe la..., so after that 3 few weeks ago.., his sisters come and tell me Ken Jean like Vivien.., now another pop out.., Vivien lol xD he like her for 7months already.., I told him.., since you like her you shouldn't use me or lie to me or play my feelings! This is horrible.., but I just forgive and forget.., I broke up with him.., so after I broke up with him.., I asked him to choose which one he love more..., which one is in his heart..., he said *Don't want to choose*.., Haiz~ so I become friends with him lor... But now he got another -*Girl Friend*-.., another pop out adi.., haiz~ I wonder how many girls he like? Aish~ I feel so hurtful..., somemore I love him more than anyone else you know..., but of course God First la.. hehe ^^ but Ken Jean make me so pissed off..~ He don't even know how to solve his own problem but he always don't want to face his problem that's how it starts! I told him many times but he don't listened..., so I just leave him alone~ Well this afternoon after school.., I on MSN and suddenly one if his sisters chat with me.., she told me that she and other sisters are supporting me..., somemore they said I am preety and kind~ lol? feels weird never mind so after that when I hear that I was shocked o.o~ xD But I really feel very hurts.., my heart are bleeding day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year~ Very hurts and kept on bleeding until died..., somehow I feel like cheeting too..., I cried and cried..., many times and very very long.., then fall asleep.., wake up again and cry again.., I never eat never drink.., now an ulcer come out form my tongue and my gum.., haiz~ why my life always like this? I don't want to comtinue my life like this~ I just want a normal life~ Now I don't want to couple with anybody adi.., even Prom.., im not going too..., carnival im not going to tell Ken Jean that our school have carnival and so on..., I and him only friends but the problem is.., I told him friends where can kiss? He don't want to listen he always say that I owe him a kiss.., yes I do promiss him a kiss but now his not my boy friend why should I give him a kiss for? I don't want this situation just like Emman situation.., Emman was teaching my guitar.., we rest and then he kissed me on bed.., I don't want all this happened again.., I have to protect my ownself 'coz I am a girl and not a guy~ ^^I wont let this continue again ^^
-*The End*-

Bullied xD

Hey.., lol today again.., hahas.., well today someone bullied in my class~ Well.., I begin.., this morning.., it was English period.., so teacher was teaching.., croesus has a paper at his pencil case.., so Kah Kent saw it and took it out.., he wanted to see what is it.., so Croesus was so self agitated and wanna take it back.., Croesus can't take it back so he caught kah kent right hand which is the hand he is used to write with.., Croesus band kah kent right hand thumb.., so his hand was cruked and he blame Croesus..., actually it is not croesus fault right? It's kah kent fault.., who asked him to simply take people stuff without any permission? Lol xD actually was truth hahas.., quite a number of them said ti him *Pandan Muka*.., his fingers are too itchy.., need to CHOP it off! Hahas..., ^^ after that never mind o.o..., somemore he asked croesus to pay him for the patment you know..., what the heck la? This is too much wei~ Zzz im so pissed lol? ^^ Kesian Croesus~

gossips~

Lol.., today last period that time.., Kah Kent told me that Last year who come closer to me.., like friends.., he told me that they betrayed me last year.., then I said who tell you this? He said he heard from everyone.., they say until my names are became black.., means can't clean.., I don't believe this will interrupt our FRIENDS relationship..., Maggi told me before~ That time I believe her.., January she told me about it one..., then after that she left the school after telling me this so called *Gossips*..~ Lol.., I was very scared I lost a best friend..., I don't know what to do..., Haiz~

Having name tag~

Today I was shocked that I having name tag..., and I was very scared.., my heartbeat run very very fast.., neatly can't breathe~ lol..., ^^ well..., we simply seat.., I just seat everywhere that I can seat lol..., so when until my class turn.., my heartbeat run faster than before! Lol so when my name got mentioned.., I neatly fall coz I was too nervous.., lol take pic with Pn Mary Ann and another teacher which I've not sure about it..., so... Haha yeah la... ^^ After taking I take my book whack croesus head *Aww*~ lol

why?

Nowadays I always sms to Ken Jean why he didnt reply me? I asked him in msn before.., he told me that his mum took his phone.., but simcard is with him... I dun getit why his mum got phone must take his? And whenever he online, he NEVER reply me anything.. I though he was watching show or playing some games.., but around 1 week already still didnt reply me... Why?

Fun Times ^^

Today.., I went to 1u.., ^^ I went in to Canton-i Restoran.., missing one sister.., her name called Elain Chha..., ^^ She very kind... It's very kind of her.., she belanja me eat there again.., the second time... Last time is Yi Win belanja but now Elain helped me paid the money which is she belanja me... Lol well I went out with her at 3 o'clock.., she asked me want to eat Wong Kok Char Chan Teng a not? I said anything.., so we went in and order something that not nice to eat which we DOESN'T know..., lol so quite waste la.., lol xD I eat the fishball.., the sause is SPICY OMG I cant eat spicy food xD im dead~~ Well after that she paid the money and we went off and go to sit outside of the Canton-i Restoran.. There is tables and chair..., and some few chef and waitresses and waiter.., ^^ Lol so we spend our time there around one and the half hour..., we chat chat chat.., somehow Franky disturb me.. He knock my head~ And I knock him back lor~ HAHAS it's quite fun today thanks a lot~ ^^

dad bossy around~~

Last night.., after church..., I was talking to dad something..., whenever I talk, I speak he asked me to SHUT UP and behave like an adult..., I told him you very mature meh? No humans mature in this world... I dam pissed off wei... Dam anoiying~ HATE HIM LIKE HELL!!! F*** HIM LAH! Zzz *Sorry for harsh but I really cant control myself*

April Fool Day~

Not nice one~ I everyday also fool by people one :S Haiz~ :'(