Sad

Last night someone ffk me

very boring

go until half way

i text Him

but he sick

no one accompany me

so lonely

sad

=(

What should i do?

hello

Should i be happy 

or 

sad?

there's a conversation between i and Sam.

wanna know it?

hehe

of course i'll let u know 

=D

Sharing is caring

=)

it start from me

I said:::

- can i find u now?

He replied:::

- ok.. Come malacca.. I still in Melacca.. Monday i will be coming to KL

I said:::

-Har?!?! Melacca?!

-okok no worries, i think u also dont wanna see me one la.

He replied:::

- Hehe.. I wanna see u

I said:::

- U wanna see me? why?

- i though u hate a person like me?

He replied:::

-Because u are dump dump

I said:::

-U said i dump dump then why u still wanna see me? play my feelings?

- truth is u dont have any feelings on me and yet u say i dump dump ==

After that he didnt reply liao

hmm

I dunno what to do dude!!!

>.< 

My heart very messy leh~~~

@@

i wanna faint!

><

Happy happy DaY!

hello!

i know it's late now

but i still wanna write!

^^

cuz im too happy

today is my first day to SUNWAY PYRAMID

and

i go with JUSTIN 

after that is

DESMOND

they both very friendly hor

i liked to mixed with them as in

i dunno how to say

my natural smile will come out when i see those 2 monkeys 

=D

haha

but i'm glad that those 2 can make friends very close

i love them a lot seriously

this 2 monkey is my important friend.

without them

i also dunno how i continue to be

those 2 are very special to me

i cannot loose them 

=)

that's what i can say

cuz

whenever i am moody

they tried their best to cheer me up even in my dreams

LOL

From here i wanna tell u 2

Justin and Desmond, 

i really really love you guys

God intro you both to me

and i appreciate u guys!

i really really feel damn greatful to u guys

as i love u

=D 

Sad! Heartbroken! 伤心！心碎！

I don't know am i having a relationship with Him a not

i dont even know what kind of relation that im having with him

i felt so upset when he do all this to me

what did i do wrong until he treated me this way?!

- i text-ed him, he didnt reply

- i called him, he also didnt reply

- where he go, i dont know

- i everything also dunno bout him, what's the point weih?!

- friend party in singapore, he go there celebrate with them during night time?!??!!?

- he have no responsible

but why must i put on 100% on him?! 

just a waste of my time right?

sometimes i can hate him

sometimes i can dont hate him

i myself also dont know

he dun even bother am i alive a not

last week i just being straight forward to him through Facebook

i really hate myself 

@@

i wonder what did i do until he treat me this way.

Until now im still waiting for his phone calls

he didnt call me 

i think really end already

until in the very end i also will waiting for his phone!

no matter what i still wont give up...

on him i guess?

i'm being stupid here i know

我不知道我到底跟他是什么关系

我也不知道我有跟他什么关系

我真得很伤心

伤心为什么他会这样对我

难道我做错了东西？

- 我打电话给他，他没接

- 我信息给他，他也没有付会给我

- 他去那里我也不知道

- 我什么东西都不知道，有什么用？

- 朋友的生日在新加坡今天晚上，他也去陪他们

- 一点着任敢都没有

为什么我要把我的100%的把握在他的身上呢？

只是浪费时间吧？

有时候我会很讨厌他

有时候我又不讨厌他

我自己也不知道到底是怎样

他好像当我不存在恶

上个星期我直话直说在面子书

我真得很讨厌我自己！

我真在想他为什么要对我这样

直到现在我还等着他的电话

他没打给我

我想我们俩真的没有话说了

可是我不会放弃。。。

他呱。。。

我知道我很笨在等

once again, sad

hi

i bet you all sure know why am i sad

i went to Sam working place

Bukit Utama

but i can't see him

i even asked the security 

security says his not here today

didn't see him or his car cross by

i was so disappointed

cuz i dun received any messages from him which is i've been waiting for so long

where he go i don't know

where he stays i also don't know

everything i dont know bout him then what's the point of liking me also i don't know

i totally had no idea how

without him i really feel like i'm dead in his life

i totally not around even i am beside him

sad right?

Annoying Brother

Ohayo minna!

early the morning today Ernest woke me up

==

and i felt so dam sleepy and he kept on rushing me which I HATE TO!

==

i felt very annoying when he text me

i just dun like to talk to him and i totally had no idea why

in the train he kept on talking and i can't even rest my ear!

==

i hate it

i really hate it

he want ppl to accompany him i understand

but my interview is start from 9 - 4 only!

Why must i WAKE UP AT 6??!?!?!?

==

better i sleep more 2 hours la!

make me so tired

some more when i fall sick,

he just text text text me!

==

i couldn't sleep

eh c'mon la!

ppl sick should let them rest ma

he is like talk talk talk

my phone also i really want campak dy

but i didnt campak as this phone is my Senior sell it to me 

if i campak then im sorry to him dy

>.<

Add on, 

when i went there, 

i was so shy and nervous cuz the interview was like 

*going to faint* soon

cuz im too nervous

and the picture that i took this morning,

it looks so funny!

it shows nervous and seriously emotional!

i really felt so shy

>.<

but yet they said it's cute

==

i wonder what kind of though they have

lol

Well

next tues, wed and thursday i am going back there training again

hohoho!!!

^^

happy ma!
Right?!

=D

Gambatte ichigo-chan! ^^