Hello!
nice to meet u again
today what i wanna tell is
how to understand a guy?
i dont know how to understand but i tried to understand
i failed to understand him
as he didnt contact with me
didnt want to see me
didnt want to talk to me
didnt want to text me
not even one message he reply me
WHY?!
is this the thing i should get from him!?
if he really likes me
he will contact with me
talk to me
chat with me
text with me said i am busy nowadays
sorry that didnt accompany you these days
at least he should tell
but i receive nothing from him
everytime i have to worry of him
WHY SHOULD I?!
i hate it
i dislike this kind of feelings
if you were in my situation,
how u feel?!
everytime i dreamed bout him
this is stupid
and i know it
i dunno why im being that idiot
believe him
i didnt know why i believe him
since he treat me this way should i just left him not to call text nor even meet him?!
i think i should
since he treat me this way
i always say so but end up my heart still can't stop thinking bout him
sometimes i wonder is he really likes me and all!?
or he is just playing my feelings?
How to make me trust him?
i really very tired
i felt like sleeping
but when i sleep
im afraid i have the same nightmares inside my dreams
i hate it
once i slapped myself just to wake me up
but i still inside my dream
hard to wake up
i dunno what i eat and all
kena poisoned by him i guess?
LOL
i really felt like dying but what for?
die for him is useless
i though of dying but i wont be so idiot to die for him
even i want to die also not for him but for myself
=D
haiz~~~
hard to understand guys la
teach me how to understand someone!!!!
PLZZZZZZZZZZ
