morning Readers!
=)
how are ya?
fine eh?
good
=)
have you guys hoping to go anywhere?
when i was form 1 i was hoping that can go japan until now still couldn't go
=(
when i see other ppl went to south korea or japan tokyo,
i felt so envy of them
i have nothing to say as i never been Sunway before
just imagine,
someone never been Sunway impossible they been to out station
i wanted go outstation for holiday
and i wanna see
there's a lot i'm hoping for
such as
Places, Accompany, Relationship and etc....
i couldn't find any
it's difficult~
i never been any PLACES as i'm always in work home work home
no time for me to relax
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i too don't have ACCOMPANY beside me
who dares to near one random girl outside whom you don't know?
somehow i felt so lonely by just work home work home.
it's like no life at all
i want to change my life
i want to change
i don't want being control by my dad
never ever want to
but i'm being control somehow
sometimes i blame myself
not matured enough to go outside
still kid-dy and need parents to take care of,
i don't want
i want to have my own life
even my own RELATIONSHIP
i want to choose the right and perfect one in my entire life!
i dont want just play play that one is not my character
i am looking some guys that they are understands me caring and etc
Exacly what did Justin told me on Facebook last night before we go to our nap.
somehow i feel that we are the same kind
what he is looking for
and that's what i'm looking for
i'm looking forward bout Sam
but everytime he made me every disappointed
i called him 50 - 60 times a day he didnt call me back
i texted him not more than 10 messages a day
as i know he will never reply
i already give up on him and looking forward to others
i know if i follow this guy
i will never happy
everyone see that i am HAPPY
sure got a lot of friends
but behind my stories,
no friends, accompany and even relationships.
sometimes i though my school friends would understand me but end up they don't
only 1 understand me
that is BELINDA
others all betrayed my back
talk bad things behind my back
i felt like i'm going to melt like an ice soon
i'm nothing
not to say i'm emotional
i'm not emotional
i just express my own feeling into my blog as a have no one to listen
that would make me feel better
i got to go soon.
see ya
hope you guys can have a better life
don't become like me ya
=)
happy forever~
