I surrender~

hey guys

how are you?

=)

well eh?

=3

hmm

i really surrender myself to him dy la...

i can't do anything

i can't stop him

i want see him

i want hug him

i can't control myself 

i always want text him although i said i dont wanna text him

i really missed him a lot

until i dreamed bout him that day

i think i loved him but not really sure

always thinking bout him

nothing in my mind but just him

always think that 

did he sleep?

what is he doing right now?

should i call him now?

have he eaten?

is he healthy?

where is he right now?

i really missed him until i wanna cry it out but i try my best to be mature and not a crybaby 

i think i fall for him already

i not really sure bout it.

what should i do?

=(

i always have a imagination that i want to see him sleep

i totally had no idea what's going on with me.

Heavy Rain~

hello everyone!

everyone healthy?

=D

sure healthy and happy right?

if not happy

tell me

i can give you advise at least you know what to do

hehe

just exacly like counseling =D

ok

well

today at 4 something starts heavy rain eh?

nice a not?

hahah

cooling?

but i cant go back from louisiana that time

so i played 2 gamed of pool while Elvin is not around

even Elvin is around also i no problem is just that i can't play with my partner as he is still on duty

hmm~

after playing 2 gamed pool i went to THE BANK 

THE BANK is not a "Bank"

but its a pub~

ahahhaah

i went there as i have some friends to talk to~

=D

hmm

ok la...

tomorrow have to go out with Sharine shopping

uhm shopping as in buying louisiana goods~

ahhaahhah

^^

Hohoho~~~

Hello everybody!

=D

Today after work i went out with Miss Sharine, my boss wife

with 3 kids named tripple A's

haahha

ok

well~

i went out with her around 2.45 p.m.

we ate Sakae Sushi in Paradigm mall

and we too went to Tesco bought some Louisiana's goods~

all together also 400++ 

i was surprised coz 2 trolley and i never buy that much item before

this is my first time

lol

we bought 2 packs 10kg rice

8 packs green tea

4 bottled jam

then 24 long bread... 

11 is in my trolley and 13 in her trolley as not enough place to put

i am so damn speechless

lol

and then we some more bought 2 big Water Melon

1 honey dew

1 big packet of dried chilly

1 big packet of red chilly

and then what else?

AH!

2 big pack of tomatoes for salads~

and

4 big packed of cucumber

tomato and cucumber i picked myself one

hahaaha

and then we too bought 4 packed of empty bread for new menu

3 packed of battery

i think is her house use

ahahah

then

what else?

aiya!

got a lot la

hahaahhahahaha

xD

can't mentioned it all the stuffed here

as i can't remember most of them

lol

this coming Friday i'm following her to the market again

=D

^^

see ya!

I want!!!

if you allowed me

i'd liked to be your gf

i dun want one night long but i want once in a life time

would you allow me?

if you allowed me

i will changed my baby character to auntie character

but of course not nagging but mature

=)

it's hard for me but i will try until i can...

this is my love promised to you

and u too must promise me few points

*take care of me

*when you are free come fetch/pick me from work no matter what time

*cannot leave me as i am written up there ONCE IN A LIFE TIME

can?

promise?

ok

you promised dy

=3

muacks!

luv u o.ooooo

Shochuu Omimai Oshiagemasu 「暑中お見舞い医師上げます」Sang by C-ute

書中も見舞いもうしあげます

まぶたに口図家
受けてるみたいな
きらきらなぎさを
今にもまぶしくて
かけてくるしぶきにぬれて

な図化パラソルにつかまり
あなたの町名で飛べそうです

今年の夏わ胸まで厚い
不思議な不思議な夏です
暑中お見舞い申し上げます

水際誰かに
見られるだけでも
あなたから
だめだよといわれそう
泳ぎませんかと
誘いに来るけど
振り向かず眠った不利よ

早くあなたに会いたくて
と敬和逆さにまわしてます

今年の夏わ心も弾む
不思議な不思議な夏です
暑中お見舞い申し上げます

なぜかパラソルにつかまり
あなたの街まで飛べそうです

今年の夏わ
胸まで厚い
不思議なふし七つです
暑中お見舞いも医師上げます

Umarete Kite 「生まれてきて」Sang by C-ute

恥ずかしいな

だけど会いたいな

「天気いいかな」

理由つけ誘われた出えと

こんな近く

君が座ってる

急いでやった

名句だもん大丈夫かなあ．．．

いやフォンを片方ずつ

曲を聴いた

頭が本お少しぶつかった

生まれてきて

良かったわ

心のそこから君と

出会えた真実かみ締めている

君の笑顔の

時たまできるえくぼも

全部胸に突き刺さるようにいとおしいの

すきすきすき

来週末

あえないらしいな

素の分協和

たっぷりと君をウオッチング

とわ言っても

まじまじ見れない

不自然なとき

写真とか取るのも微妙

漫画に出てくるように

後ろからね

抱きついてみたらどうなるかしら

生まれてきて

ありがとう

過去やこの現実にも

感謝しまくっても足りない幹事

ちょっと割る同で

本気出せば強そうで

全面的に矢指名声で話和する

すきすきすき

生まれてきて

ありがとう

過去の現実にも

感謝しまくっても足りない幹事

ちょっと割るそうで

本気出せば強そうで

全面的に優しそうな声で話をする

すきすきすき

Full Moon を 探して It's from Full Moon show~

どうしてでょうディ手すきなんだろう

こんなに涙あふれてる

あのころわ失うものが大梳き手名に歌えなかった

少し離れた場所底が私の居場所だった

君の瞳の奥にあの日寂しさを見つけた

二人に照るのかな？

着付け場いつもと何にいてくれた

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

君の声監視委ほど響いてるよ

今まで何が支えだったか

遠くはなれてわかったよ

なきながら捜し続けた迷子の子供のように

けどそこには永遠なんてある分けなくて

「誰にも信じなければ委員だよ」つぶやいたね

二人に照るのかな？

あの時君を名乗ると決めた何

どうして思いにすきなんだろう

遠すぎてしか過ぎて届かないよ

「忘れよう」って思えば思うほど

君が大きくなってくよ

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

君の声監視委ほど響いてるよ

今まで何が支えだったか

遠くはなれてわかったよ

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

簡単すぎて答えにならない

Sakura Chirari 「桜ちらり」[Cherry Blossom Scattering] Sang by C-ute

桜ちらり

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

あなたを見ていたい

好きになるの怖いなんて

始まりのころわね．．．

だけどあな他全部全部

受け止めてもくれた

たとえ今わわからない事があるとしても

笑える日がくるんだから

桜ちらり

見上げれば美しい

夜空に炉系テイク

渡した痴話

いつまでも手をつなぐ

かわいい恋をする

夢を見たわあなたの夢

つれなくしないでよ

ちょっとはがし八つ当たりね

夢の話なのに．．．

戸にも書く明日まであえない現実

切ないけど幸せです

桜ちらり

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

穴たわみ停滞

"桜ちらり"

見上げれば美しい

夜空に解けていく

渡した痴話

いつまでも手をつなぐ

かわいい恋をする

Hey! One More Time!

桜氏ら利

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

穴たわみ停滞

change?

Do i change? 

Hmm

cuter? 

prettier?

or

ugliest?

hahaha

xD

all also can

it still a baby faced on me 

T_T

i dislike~~

epic fails~~~

*Wondering~

sometimes you really made me fire up

cuz i totally had no idea why am i worrying bout you

you can take care of yourself better than me and yet i'm worrying about you

is it that funny?

hmm

but yet i'm still worry of you

*have you eat yet?

*are you free to take a rest before getting sick?

*how you now a days?

*i would liked to stay with you but i dont want to disturb you

*dont make yourself too stress~

all this questions always pop out my mind 

always complaining wanna see you 

what in my mind just to think of you and im totally NOT obsess ya~

i'm waiting for your coming

<3 p="p">

muacks!

love u

Meguru koi no kisetsu 「めぐる恋の季節」Sang by C-ute

巡る季節，恋の季節

夏は好きな僕らだから

どんなときも前向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

Boy！いつかのお焦がれやっとかなえられる

Girl！無限なこの夢

パパもままも知らない間に

僕らわ故意を質みたい

めぐる季節アイワ時に

近すぎても築かないって

なくしそうになって時に

初めて築く大事なそのことに

Boy！一期をしたときなぜか照れくさいね

Girl！明日もしたい

画面したり遠慮したり

大人になった気がするよ

めぐる季節恋の季節

夏が好きな僕らだから

どんなときも前向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

どんなときも朝が来るよ

まだ知らない朝が来る

どんなときも正直なら

胸わ張って素の先へ"All Right　進んで毛！"

めぐる季節恋の季節

夏が好きな僕らだから

どんなときも間ｒ向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

Wow！そのままもう一著！

めぐる季節アイワ時に

近すぎ手も築かないって

なき思想になったときに

初めて築く大事なそのことに

Wonderful period is coming to me~~

hello my friend

wonderful period is coming to me i guess~

=3

what do you think love is about?

hmm

i fall for someone but i don't know how to tell him as he too fall for me

he promised me that he will take care of me and he will change my entire life~

i found someone that can change my life and all~

he can solve all my problems... 

that's why i fall for him

but one thing i should consider first

although he is rich or so whatever

i'm afraid that if i couple with him few months or few years later he will go play around but of course

i hope not~

lol

i saw quite a number of rich - riches people also like that 

but i don't hope him for that

or someone too desperate go onto "Sex" i also don't like

Lmao~~

i have a feeling on him but i don't hope things happen to me again

as i need protection although he promised me that he is going to protect me

you know la right,

sometimes guy said protect you now

after awhile when he get bored of you that time he will go out with some random girls 

most scary is when HE'S WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND

that one have to be careful about it dy~

@@

should i accept or not?

=D my new life style

Hello darling

everyone

how are you?

long time no hear bout me leh?

hahahahahaahha

well 

nowadays i been very busy with my work and stuffs

no time to go online or  facebook as well

hemmm~

i wanna show all of you what's my lunch this morning~

=D

may i begin?

hehe

picture please! *clap*

and YES

this is crunchies garlic bread ever!!!

=D

Chicken minestone soup?

not nice not nice...

not used to this taste~~ 

and my ice lemOn tea!!!

hehehehehe

^^

and one more newest picture!

this is ME!

=D

hehehe

edited by instagram!

=D

hehe

<3 p="p">