Play boy~

I think Ken Jean is a playboy~ I have no idea why but I think he really is! You know why? That because I couple with Ken Jean one month ago.., so he *Told* me that he love me o.o.., that time I believe la..., so after that 3 few weeks ago.., his sisters come and tell me Ken Jean like Vivien.., now another pop out.., Vivien lol xD he like her for 7months already.., I told him.., since you like her you shouldn't use me or lie to me or play my feelings! This is horrible.., but I just forgive and forget.., I broke up with him.., so after I broke up with him.., I asked him to choose which one he love more..., which one is in his heart..., he said *Don't want to choose*.., Haiz~ so I become friends with him lor... But now he got another -*Girl Friend*-.., another pop out adi.., haiz~ I wonder how many girls he like? Aish~ I feel so hurtful..., somemore I love him more than anyone else you know..., but of course God First la.. hehe ^^ but Ken Jean make me so pissed off..~ He don't even know how to solve his own problem but he always don't want to face his problem that's how it starts! I told him many times but he don't listened..., so I just leave him alone~ Well this afternoon after school.., I on MSN and suddenly one if his sisters chat with me.., she told me that she and other sisters are supporting me..., somemore they said I am preety and kind~ lol? feels weird never mind so after that when I hear that I was shocked o.o~ xD But I really feel very hurts.., my heart are bleeding day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year~ Very hurts and kept on bleeding until died..., somehow I feel like cheeting too..., I cried and cried..., many times and very very long.., then fall asleep.., wake up again and cry again.., I never eat never drink.., now an ulcer come out form my tongue and my gum.., haiz~ why my life always like this? I don't want to comtinue my life like this~ I just want a normal life~ Now I don't want to couple with anybody adi.., even Prom.., im not going too..., carnival im not going to tell Ken Jean that our school have carnival and so on..., I and him only friends but the problem is.., I told him friends where can kiss? He don't want to listen he always say that I owe him a kiss.., yes I do promiss him a kiss but now his not my boy friend why should I give him a kiss for? I don't want this situation just like Emman situation.., Emman was teaching my guitar.., we rest and then he kissed me on bed.., I don't want all this happened again.., I have to protect my ownself 'coz I am a girl and not a guy~ ^^I wont let this continue again ^^
-*The End*-

Bullied xD

Hey.., lol today again.., hahas.., well today someone bullied in my class~ Well.., I begin.., this morning.., it was English period.., so teacher was teaching.., croesus has a paper at his pencil case.., so Kah Kent saw it and took it out.., he wanted to see what is it.., so Croesus was so self agitated and wanna take it back.., Croesus can't take it back so he caught kah kent right hand which is the hand he is used to write with.., Croesus band kah kent right hand thumb.., so his hand was cruked and he blame Croesus..., actually it is not croesus fault right? It's kah kent fault.., who asked him to simply take people stuff without any permission? Lol xD actually was truth hahas.., quite a number of them said ti him *Pandan Muka*.., his fingers are too itchy.., need to CHOP it off! Hahas..., ^^ after that never mind o.o..., somemore he asked croesus to pay him for the patment you know..., what the heck la? This is too much wei~ Zzz im so pissed lol? ^^ Kesian Croesus~

gossips~

Lol.., today last period that time.., Kah Kent told me that Last year who come closer to me.., like friends.., he told me that they betrayed me last year.., then I said who tell you this? He said he heard from everyone.., they say until my names are became black.., means can't clean.., I don't believe this will interrupt our FRIENDS relationship..., Maggi told me before~ That time I believe her.., January she told me about it one..., then after that she left the school after telling me this so called *Gossips*..~ Lol.., I was very scared I lost a best friend..., I don't know what to do..., Haiz~

Having name tag~

Today I was shocked that I having name tag..., and I was very scared.., my heartbeat run very very fast.., neatly can't breathe~ lol..., ^^ well..., we simply seat.., I just seat everywhere that I can seat lol..., so when until my class turn.., my heartbeat run faster than before! Lol so when my name got mentioned.., I neatly fall coz I was too nervous.., lol take pic with Pn Mary Ann and another teacher which I've not sure about it..., so... Haha yeah la... ^^ After taking I take my book whack croesus head *Aww*~ lol