What's in my mind?

Hello Good Morning Everybody

it has been a long long time ever since i updated my blogs.

Sorry for keep you waiting <3 p="">

now; What's in my mind?

and with who?

=)

wanna know?

I'll Tell you,

in my mind i always think;

* Are we couples?

* I hope you are my second serious relationship.

so far i didn't have my serious relationship for 4 years plus.

it's time for me to have a serious one with U

And i hope you know who i'm talking about ;) 

i like u when i first see you somewhere in P.J

you gave me an amazing feelings just like i fall for that person 9 years!

I'm very sure about that =)

Hello.

Now a days too busy and no time on Blogging.

Sorry ya

readers.

i would love to share something bout life

cuz there are something i don't know about life and those who know,

Please leave a comment here.

Thank you

What i like to share is

Why sometimes there are things are not fair to the innocent ones?

example like Relationship, Friendship, Partnership, colleagues, Family and etc....

Relationship: 

The person who loved, he choose the older ones either than the younger ones.

and she hurt for 9 years going to 10 years.

Very soon 10 Years.

And that young girl wanted to go to their wedding 

but not sure when they plan to marry.

Friendship:

The person whom i trust, he busy like anything.

busy than me o.o!

he is just like my brother.

i mean he act like my Big Brother.

i know him from my Camp Kuala Kubu Bharu (KKB) 2 years ago

he is busy-ing with his work as invoice and etc...

that will make me worry....

Partnership:

I don't have any partner for now, 

Still looking for better partner

=)

Colleagues:

no problem with my colleagues

They very good

Boss all taught me a lot

include Uncle Ernest too

=)

whenever i make mistakes during work or whatever it is,

i would love them to scold me and all.

i dun mind scold me in front of customer

cuz i can learn as much as a can

i would love to absorb more things from them.

that will help my life. 

change my life

i'm happy to have a boss like that.

very very glad.

i should be thankful

<3 font="">

Family:

*privacy*. 

Wahaha

Long time no see!

and chat

^^

i would love to share something bout me today!

yesterday i met my boss

Mr David

hehe

he tried to put me inside the beverage store and learn more bout food

how to make sandwiches, drinks, soft drink, coffee/latte/cappucino

haha

now i know

what i lag of is CHOCOLATE DRINK N CASHIER

i really dun dare to handle cashier cuz if you lost money then mati (die)

haha

but he want me to learn and i too wanna have a try. 

^^

Thank you for giving me this opportunity!

^^

Thank you very much!  

2nd Apologize

I too wanna apologize to my lovely and precious mum..

we should celebrate 6years death anniversary on 13th April 2013

my sister couldn't make it, Brother forgotten about it

we celebrate it this coming Saturday ya!

i promise!

WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU

MUM

<3 p="">

i apologize~

Sorry to all my dearest readers ya~

now a days no time for me to post any blogs as i'm quite busy these few days

no time to online as well but through phone yes

i still can online through phones

without phone i will CRASH!

means DIE

=)

hehe

i beg same goes to other ladies as well right?

=D

so~

later i'm going to work in convention center around 12pm - 7pm

those who knows me, text me whenever you need

those who dunno me but have my facebook, email or msg me if you need

but if you guys msg me for no reason,

sorry i wont reply~~~

=)

that's my regards~

Thank you So much!

should i or should not join?

Minna-san!

Konnichiwa!

few days ago i have been offered by David Yew (Boss)

he offered me a job with Contract

but i haven't give him an answer yet

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Hmm

Should i or should i not?

Greetings

A very good morning to all my beloved friends

how are you guys?

Long time no see for my beloved friend

"Ariel Ing, Belinda Cheah, Tan Jo Dee, Zhun Chieh, soon chen and etc..."

missed you guys a lot 

=D

haha-HA

hmm

and the following i will write something else

which is...?

haha-HA

hmm

there's something in the world we better dont know either than know

if you know

you will get hurt

so dunno will be better

so far i learn something from "MR JAY"

which is FAST TO LISTEN, LATE TO REPLY

he gave me a lesson with this sentence

hmm

i never feel regret or anything.

in fact, 

i felt happy.

in my whole life i dont think i will easily trust any guys bout relation.

to be a normal friend is enough.

dont have to go further on.

this is me NOW

i'm not the last time Danielle

Last time Danielle is dead already.

newly born Danielle is now here! 

Let's be happy!

^^

Horny

Look,

Not to say i dont want a boyfriend

i want

but they are too horny

how to trust them when they said they love you?

How are they going to prove it?

better way is MEET HIM and LET HIM SAY EVERYTHING OUT

better not through Phone

phone proposal are not sincere!

Better dont trust guys that easily!

dont ever fall to the drain when it happen once in your life!

stranger

that day i went to Wangsa Maju

there's one uncle was sitting opposite me 

he is very very hell damn scary!

you know what he do?

he used his evil eyes stared at me

==

so scary!

i change my position to another side just to avoid him

but his eyes were facing me!

scary a not? 

LOL

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i though i was really dead meat hahaha

but luckily he stopped at ASIA JAYA STATION!

xD

Huu~~~

Relax a bit

haha

stalker

nowadays i feel like there's a stalker behind me

==

i don't know why and how

he stalked my face-book 

and stalked my blog and he even create a blog for himself written nothing inside

just wanna comment in my blog

he even called me and text me

he is such an idiot

Fucking assholes!

so annoying

make me feel like spank him with a pan!

i really though of reporting to police you know

but i don't know all his data and i don't have his data info

so report also useless

i really don't know what to do

please DO tell me what to do!!! 

>.<

looking forward

this would make me feel nervous 

>.<

but i'm looking forward to it

=)

nervous just for maintenance 

not for life time

nervous still my character which is WEAK POINT

do anything first time 

nervous although i work before

still nervous

hahahahaha

i'm a weirdo 

unless i do twice then i wont be nervous

=)

i dont know why.

it's supernaturally

haha

i'm born to be nervous gua

LOL

Aww... So sweet my little ones...

good morning!

how are ya?

fine?

hehe

well yesterday when i rushed to work

i've forgotten that my shoe is inside the car

just late for 5minutes my dad drive out dy

i called him but he left his phone at home

this would make me pissed off

lol

cuz that shoe is my working shoe ma

very important one lor

some more yesterday was a church day

so damn malang o.o

so i wear my small little shoe which i normally wears

luckily they didnt scold me

instead of scolding me

my superior said your shoe are so cute 

so small just like a baby

i was like ok~

hahahaha

happy to hear that

while i'm working

in the room

out superior break us up so that we could focus on our work

but all ambassador's from my side all go to the other side chit chat

left i one person take care

i also got friend there ma

but i didn't leave cuz work is work

where can chit chat meh?

so i one person take care of that huge place by myself

buzzing everything

it's heavy and yet i sprain my shoulder

as too heavy

over worked

so i met Ernest

Ernest said careful don't over work yourself

i said i know the limitations 

so it's ok

Ernest saw i like this

so he told my superior

my superior said ya meh?

kesian

he quickly transfer 3 ambassador to help me out

and that 3 also chit chat over there

==

might as well i do all the job

right a not?

i really feel that company paid so much for them

and yet they didn't appreciate it

really such a waste!

shouldn't let all this people work inside

but never mind

i take this opportunity to work as hard as i can

  cuz i want to get SILVER and not BRONZE

now i'm still BRONZE

still a learner stage

>.<

i take this opportunity to get higher

=)

after that

at 7 pm

i should have off work

so i met my supervisor

one of my friend bring her come to see me

WAHHH haahhahah

geng right?

LOL

she come and see me asked for my incharge

so i went to see my in charge coated guy

his name is MR SHAFIE

this guy very disgusting! 

i still remember once i've been working as a coffee and tea girl

he just stand there and put a bomb!

==

i was like WTF?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

lol

until now i still remember

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un-forgetable

hahaha

so we both met him

and asked for his signature 

he push to another person who are still talking with friends or customer?

so that uncle said its MR ALLAN

then i was like ok

they are playing with us

lol

so i got to MR SHAFIE to sign

then he sign and ok~

LET's GO HOME

hahahahhaahhahah

outside i met one more friend.

we walk walk walk

and i feel like eating

so we both eat KFC

i spent her 

ok ma dun be too greedy right?

hahahahah

i spent her KFC

and she bring me the nearest way to church 

that time already 8 soemthing

when i reached the church

i saw SO MANY PEOPLE COME OUT DY!

OMG

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i'm late

i met my uncle

hahhah

my uncle very kind

he asked me nicely see whether i told my dad a not that i'm here

if not he is gonna fetch me back home

;)

hahhaha

i told him he knows i'm here 

but i'm late

>.<

hmm

then he said ok, becareful a

=)

yeap!

hahahahhahhah

>.<

omg

then aww

turn back to my bf

hahahaha

he very sweet

he asked me throw away those evil though in me

and just focus on out relationship

<3 p="">

=D

i will be seeing him today i think

not sure yet

i want to see him!!

hug him tidely until he can't breathe!!!

>.<

hahahahhahaha

Unlucky~ =(

you know hor,

yesterday i was about going of duty in convex

i met one indian lady

i dunno what's her pangkat 

but she asked me for a favor 

she asked me

Can u give me a favor a?

i said 

Ya?

She said 

Can help me pin up your fringe?

I said

So short how to pin?

=(

She said Nvm just pin it up

i was like 

OK LORH

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very sad leh!

This is the second time she caught me

first time was at ballroom 

which is my first day of working there at 6th march 2013

as a security guard outside 

ppl in and out i just open close open close

haha

xD

better wear security with gun uniform 

xP

that time she asked me not to wear this black shoes,

Must be leather shoe and pin up my fringe

>.<

this time is second time

i sms my boyfriend about it

my boyfriend said 

Oh nvm la

just pin it up

by making me happy he gave me a long long long kiss on phone

<3 p="">

hahaz!

2nd thing unlucky is i am waiting for Ernest Tan

by right he worked at 12pm - 8pm 

but in the sms suddenly say 12pm - 10pm

then i ok lor...

i wait for him lor

but reached 10pm dy 

he still havent come out

he asked me go inside and look for him 

i went inside

but he didnt come out

==

he make me feel so geram sometimes

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hahaha

so i left 10.30pm

i go home

bath and sleep

that's all

the end of the story~~

=3

Boring day~

Very boringggggg aaaaaaaa

boring till wanna die liao

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WHAT TO DO?

off day ma!

HR didn't give me work

They asked me rest 

T_T

tomorrow only work

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Boring

HELL BORING!!!!!!!!!

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I want work!!!!

>.<

Happy Happy Day Ever!

Hello!

Minna genkii deska?

watashi genkii desu!

=D

Minna ohayo!

watashi namae wa Sonosaki Ichigo-chan des~~!

Yoroshiku onegai shimaz!

Today i am going to tell a small little secret 

xD

hehehe

watashi suki des!

i like

i reallllly like

Last night after work i went out to Wangsa Maju Train Station

i went there just to see him

I'm feeling happy 

no more nervous

i can try my best do everything just for him

what he want i just give but there's a limit 

=P

Not everything i can give

what i can give i give, 

and what i cannot give how to give?

am i right?

hahahahahha

he just ask for hugs

Aww~~

<3 p="">

hohohohooho

i cannot sleep last night cuz i'm too much happy!

for me, 

to choose a guy 

depends see whether i want to forget him or go on with him

if i say FORGET then i will forget

if i say i wanna GO ON with him

i will go on

everything is depend on my choice only

and i will say

I WANNA GO ON WITH HIM

reason why i wanna go on with him

He is a polite little guy

although he cannot really protect me

as long as i'm happy with him 

i'm alright

Everything he will put his love one second place 

work third place

and family first place

he is this type of guy

why i dont want go on with him?

Some of the guy that i mixed with i dont think they afford to fill my stomach up

as i'm a great eater whom will never grow fat and big in sized

some guy also ran away la

used to it can dy lor!

They only like your features and not your heart

if they really like your heart 

they will NEVER mind u eat a lot or rude or even lazy

they wont mind anything as long as you with him

and i am very happy to be with him these few days!

although he is a busy man,

but at least after work he text me 

this is the guy that i really want

it's hard to find these kind of guy you know

everything from him are so sweet!

i wont make myself jump to conclusion

but i will only can love him for 50%

cuz previously i put 100% on that fella 

end up myself kena cheated and he destroyed my heart break into pieces

i only put 50% 

but i wanna be with him for now

this is just starting~

=)

Ichigo-chan!

Gambatte ru no!

This is Me again!

=P

Happy Resting!

Last night i went out with my bf

i was very very extremely nervous

lol

i dunno what to talk about

=X

but sms got lots of topic but when i saw him

im starting to get very nervous

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Im dying soon

wanna hug him tide tide also cannot

he angry of me cuz i dun allowed him to hug and kiss me
hahahha
tomorrow night at 9 sharp will do!
^^
i wanna hugggggg him tideeeeeeeee tideeeeeeeee
=D
until he can't breathe
hhaahhaahahahahah
=)
sure we have fun tomorrow!
i can't wait to see him tomorrow =D

This one just now when i went to church before i took when i am waiting for my dad
in the car

Aww
do u see there's a puppy paws?
hahaha
isn't it cute with pink?

hahahaha this one is im waiting for his messages and i took it
i very boring o.o that time
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happy happy day~~!

Hello again!

xD

how are you?

hehe

im fine and im very fine!

cuz last night i get to date with him

and

we get to talk together 

finally!

he is so busy until no time talk to me that close

this is the first time

we used to text every night

sweet right?

;D

i like him more is because he knows how to appreciate girls

^^

he gave me a very good impression 

hehe

<3 p="">

I love u

sweet heart~

Happy working keep Smiling =)

Good morning

everyone!

i worked convex just 3 days

customer started to like me 

as they said i am cheerful during work

=D

hahaha

happy right? 

=D

my job is to clean those plates and coffee cup on the table

but still

there are peeps talked to me

smile with me

laugh with me

joke with me

took picture of me

hahaahha

isn't that great?

^^

I LOVE IT!

i really LOVE it 

=D

hehehe

wanna see my uniform?

hahaahah

but only the top.

later only take whole body "with shirt"
LOL

This is my uniform!
^^
isn't this look cute?
lol
^^

Welcome welcome!!!

Welcome to Ichigo Blog again!

^^

How are you guys ar?

hehe

today very happy!

xD

Saturday i'm going out dating!!!!!!

Woohoo!!!

=)

Positive mind going out to date!

Can u imagine it?!

hehe

<3 p="">

he very lovely one ler!

=3

Hmm

very gentle

very smooth

very funny

very friendly

very kind

very cute

very protective

very smart

At least much better than That "Sam"

i rather pick someone that who really loves me either than i love them more~

Hmm

Kinda~

Hello,

yesterday was my first day working in Convex

they though i didn't know anything so they put me as a security

take care of the huge door

1pm - 8pm stand at the door 

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Cannot even move must stand straight like a how robot did!

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walk until half way

my feet cram and i try to make soften my feet

hehehehehehe
i too got my payment yesterday!

Yeepee!!!

^^

Watashi gambatte teruyo! 

i will work hard!

This is just the beginning!

=)

Good luck!

i forgot take picture of myself with catering uniform

>.<

Sry sry

maybe later la!

my time table schedule was 9am - 4pm!

Later on maybe i will be going to midvalley guaaa

meet Ken Jean guaaaa

=D

Happy Tuesday!

Morning everyone!

i just woke up from my nap

i though i was dreaming that i might not 

be able to find second job

i might not be able to find a good bf 

i maybe blinded by HIM

i though it was all my dreams but end up is true

is a real thing when i read back my own blogs.

i really felt very great-ful to those who help me

i wanna say thank you

either by saying thank you

i also wanna say i will work hard for my 1st and 2nd job

i also will make my relationship stable

i will never blinded by HIM

i will work hard!

learn from mistakes!

Really thank u

<3 p="">

Love u all!

I'm always happy! Isn't it?

Hallo!

Long time no see again

now a days i'm busy with outings..

Sorry sorry

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what's up?

=D

long time no see me?

wanna see me that bad?

hahahahaha

come let's see ME!

^^

This is ME!

Impressive

Isn't it?! 

Hohohohohohoho!

This is also me!

Pretty?

Cute?

^^

i love both 

xD

Cuz today is my HAPPIEST day ever!

why i'm happy?

Point::-

* Finally i know what is HE up to.... I can see his true colours

* i found second job as admin!!! ^^

* I went to book shop and find my primary friend, though she were tall but end up i am taller than her!

xD

hahahahahaahhaha

* I got a bf who are really observant!!!

^^

hahahahahaah

Today really happy day for me!

^^

I love today!!!!

Ichigo-chan!

Gambatte!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sad

Last night someone ffk me

very boring

go until half way

i text Him

but he sick

no one accompany me

so lonely

sad

=(

What should i do?

hello

Should i be happy 

or 

sad?

there's a conversation between i and Sam.

wanna know it?

hehe

of course i'll let u know 

=D

Sharing is caring

=)

it start from me

I said:::

- can i find u now?

He replied:::

- ok.. Come malacca.. I still in Melacca.. Monday i will be coming to KL

I said:::

-Har?!?! Melacca?!

-okok no worries, i think u also dont wanna see me one la.

He replied:::

- Hehe.. I wanna see u

I said:::

- U wanna see me? why?

- i though u hate a person like me?

He replied:::

-Because u are dump dump

I said:::

-U said i dump dump then why u still wanna see me? play my feelings?

- truth is u dont have any feelings on me and yet u say i dump dump ==

After that he didnt reply liao

hmm

I dunno what to do dude!!!

>.< 

My heart very messy leh~~~

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i wanna faint!

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Happy happy DaY!

hello!

i know it's late now

but i still wanna write!

^^

cuz im too happy

today is my first day to SUNWAY PYRAMID

and

i go with JUSTIN 

after that is

DESMOND

they both very friendly hor

i liked to mixed with them as in

i dunno how to say

my natural smile will come out when i see those 2 monkeys 

=D

haha

but i'm glad that those 2 can make friends very close

i love them a lot seriously

this 2 monkey is my important friend.

without them

i also dunno how i continue to be

those 2 are very special to me

i cannot loose them 

=)

that's what i can say

cuz

whenever i am moody

they tried their best to cheer me up even in my dreams

LOL

From here i wanna tell u 2

Justin and Desmond, 

i really really love you guys

God intro you both to me

and i appreciate u guys!

i really really feel damn greatful to u guys

as i love u

=D 

Sad! Heartbroken! 伤心！心碎！

I don't know am i having a relationship with Him a not

i dont even know what kind of relation that im having with him

i felt so upset when he do all this to me

what did i do wrong until he treated me this way?!

- i text-ed him, he didnt reply

- i called him, he also didnt reply

- where he go, i dont know

- i everything also dunno bout him, what's the point weih?!

- friend party in singapore, he go there celebrate with them during night time?!??!!?

- he have no responsible

but why must i put on 100% on him?! 

just a waste of my time right?

sometimes i can hate him

sometimes i can dont hate him

i myself also dont know

he dun even bother am i alive a not

last week i just being straight forward to him through Facebook

i really hate myself 

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i wonder what did i do until he treat me this way.

Until now im still waiting for his phone calls

he didnt call me 

i think really end already

until in the very end i also will waiting for his phone!

no matter what i still wont give up...

on him i guess?

i'm being stupid here i know

我不知道我到底跟他是什么关系

我也不知道我有跟他什么关系

我真得很伤心

伤心为什么他会这样对我

难道我做错了东西？

- 我打电话给他，他没接

- 我信息给他，他也没有付会给我

- 他去那里我也不知道

- 我什么东西都不知道，有什么用？

- 朋友的生日在新加坡今天晚上，他也去陪他们

- 一点着任敢都没有

为什么我要把我的100%的把握在他的身上呢？

只是浪费时间吧？

有时候我会很讨厌他

有时候我又不讨厌他

我自己也不知道到底是怎样

他好像当我不存在恶

上个星期我直话直说在面子书

我真得很讨厌我自己！

我真在想他为什么要对我这样

直到现在我还等着他的电话

他没打给我

我想我们俩真的没有话说了

可是我不会放弃。。。

他呱。。。

我知道我很笨在等

once again, sad

hi

i bet you all sure know why am i sad

i went to Sam working place

Bukit Utama

but i can't see him

i even asked the security 

security says his not here today

didn't see him or his car cross by

i was so disappointed

cuz i dun received any messages from him which is i've been waiting for so long

where he go i don't know

where he stays i also don't know

everything i dont know bout him then what's the point of liking me also i don't know

i totally had no idea how

without him i really feel like i'm dead in his life

i totally not around even i am beside him

sad right?

Annoying Brother

Ohayo minna!

early the morning today Ernest woke me up

==

and i felt so dam sleepy and he kept on rushing me which I HATE TO!

==

i felt very annoying when he text me

i just dun like to talk to him and i totally had no idea why

in the train he kept on talking and i can't even rest my ear!

==

i hate it

i really hate it

he want ppl to accompany him i understand

but my interview is start from 9 - 4 only!

Why must i WAKE UP AT 6??!?!?!?

==

better i sleep more 2 hours la!

make me so tired

some more when i fall sick,

he just text text text me!

==

i couldn't sleep

eh c'mon la!

ppl sick should let them rest ma

he is like talk talk talk

my phone also i really want campak dy

but i didnt campak as this phone is my Senior sell it to me 

if i campak then im sorry to him dy

>.<

Add on, 

when i went there, 

i was so shy and nervous cuz the interview was like 

*going to faint* soon

cuz im too nervous

and the picture that i took this morning,

it looks so funny!

it shows nervous and seriously emotional!

i really felt so shy

>.<

but yet they said it's cute

==

i wonder what kind of though they have

lol

Well

next tues, wed and thursday i am going back there training again

hohoho!!!

^^

happy ma!
Right?!

=D

Gambatte ichigo-chan! ^^

Happy 2013!!!!

Hello Good evening 

everybody!

sorry for late reply for this blog

i love to try a new year for 2013 as 

I AM 20!!!

^^

i wanted to tell my mum that i'm grown older

i wanted to tell my mum that i already mature 

i wanted to tell my mum that i know how to think

i wanted to tell my mum that i love her more than anyone else

i want to celebrate my 21st birthday with her which is next year.

i wanted to tell my mum that i already know how to play guitar but not fluent only

i wanted to tell my mum that i missed her very much just like how my dad missed her

mummy,

now i already 20 year old.

Next year is 21 year old

i really got a lot of thing wanna tell you

you know la

this year April 13 2013

you left beside me for 7 years

i counted

Don't worry so much also ya

coz i know what is right and what is wrong

Sam treat me quite well also is just that 

sometimes he really make me worry a lot

as he worked without limits

He is a swimming coach

isn't this great?

you know that i'm afraid of water

i fall for a guy which is a swimming coach

he can teach me how to swim for free also no problem

=)

somehow he always like to joke with me

bring me to different place to eat

unlike daddy

always eat the same food and place..

Very boring one ma...

ahhhaha

i'm living happily over here

i beg u are more happier than me. 

on 1.1.2013 i confess to him

but no reply as i believed that he didnt read at all

he wont read message

normally he called.

hmm

seldom text. 

this is the first guy i've seen which is only CALL and don't TEXT

Weird eh?

Hmm

now already 2013

i can live happily here

same goes with u

Take care 

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Love u always~