*british english*

Good Morning, Everybody...

^^

hahahahahah

uhm uhm uhm

i totally have no idea why must Sam called me last night around 7-8

cuz SRJK(C)YukChai he always cross by one wad

why he called me as in like pretending dont know that place?!

make me almost kena scolding from my colleague cuz busy ma

got function to carry on

@@

haiz

nvm la

he is the one shut off my phone when i called him in the afternoon

he made me damn headeach laaaaa

HELP ME!!

Hello!

nice to meet u again

today what i wanna tell is 

how to understand a guy?

i dont know how to understand but i tried to understand

i failed to understand him

as he didnt contact with me

didnt want to see me

didnt want to talk to me

didnt want to text me

not even one message he reply me

WHY?!

is this the thing i should get from him!?

if he really likes me

he will contact with me 

talk to me

chat with me

text with me said i am busy nowadays 

sorry that didnt accompany you these days

at least he should tell

but i receive nothing from him

everytime i have to worry of him

WHY SHOULD I?!

i hate it

i dislike this kind of feelings

if you were in my situation,

how u feel?!

everytime i dreamed bout him

this is stupid 

and i know it

i dunno why im being that idiot

believe him

i didnt know why i believe him 

since he treat me this way should i just left him not to call text nor even meet him?!

i think i should

since he treat me this way

i always say so but end up my heart still can't stop thinking bout him

sometimes i wonder is he really likes me and all!?

or he is just playing my feelings?

How to make me trust him?

i really very tired 

i felt like sleeping

but when i sleep

im afraid i have the same nightmares inside my dreams

i hate it

once i slapped myself just to wake me up

but i still inside my dream

hard to wake up

i dunno what i eat and all

kena poisoned by him i guess?

LOL

i really felt like dying but what for?

die for him is useless

i though of dying but i wont be so idiot to die for him

even i want to die also not for him but for myself

=D

haiz~~~

hard to understand guys la

teach me how to understand someone!!!!

PLZZZZZZZZZZ

Random~~~

Morning everybody~

Genkiiii deska?

=D

hehe

<3 p="p">

im fine here

^^

well well well

my eye very itchy!!

>.<

red already

=(

who can help me blow?

xD

hmm 

last night i just received Miss Sharine comment on my status

i was so paiseh lehhh

she said im not here to accompany her go shopping so she go alone

She make me feel so guilty la

hahahahahaha

^^

i told her i'm sorry... 

accompany her wherever she go next time

=D

hohoho

one more thing i'm very Head pain

something bout Sam

last night he called me and i picked up his phone calls

he sound so tired

and he shown up his temple

i dunno what to do

and yet

i called him back

he didnt answer

haiz

this kid

a little worry bout him

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HAAHHAHHHAHA Jokes!

wow wow wow~

last night my lady boss(Sharine) told me that these few days she non-stopped eating with me she grows 2 kgs.

xD

should i eat with her again until she round like a balloon?

hahahahaha

joking nia

dont take it seriously

=D

well 

last night i text my boss(Elvin) just for an approval to on leave so that i manage to go bahau, kuala pilah and seremban.

he replied "ok lah go lah"

so i said thank you to him lor

wahhhhh

he misunderstood though that i am going with my bf.

i was shocked!

then i tell him immediately that i dont have bf la....

can't find the right one yet

xD

then he asked me not to find as i am still so young

i told him that i dun wanna be in relationship as i dun wanna get hurt one more time

i can hurt for once but i wont hurt for twice

well he is just worry that we are still young and get cheated by other random guys

he is just trying to take care of we all because we are his staffs.

i also dont think i want to get a new partner cuz my heart still after someone but i know no more hope

i am pretending to talked to him just a few conversation in church sometimes we didnt get to talk as i am playing guitar and he is an adult whom already 27 year old

hahahas

first love 

very hard to forget 

maybe i never forget this feelings leh

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but i'm willing to let go because i know that he choose that way and he must continue that way

and i'm happy when i see him laughing smilling talking ahhaha

like someone no need must together 

u can see him happy u also happy

i really loved him a lot.

in my heart =)

well well well

time passes fast~

i dont want to be in a relationship until i fully forget him

=)

This will be my first and the last one

<3 p="p">

Dream~~~~~~

hi again

just now i no transport

my boss, Elvin Goh,

fetch me home

 so damn scarry and my heartbeat was bip bop bip bop

so damn fast!!!

>.<

xD

LOL

weird right?

i not use to it

@@

he too cooked for me Mexican Aglio Olio yesterday before i go back home

OMG

==

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i eat i also feel damn paiseh!

@@

But really very nice

:3

missed it~

>.<

xD

huhuuuuuuuuuu

^^

uhm uhm uhm

say he is my boss only la

but i dun get use to it being friend with boss

@@

lol

i just feel very very weird

@@

Well well well

it's time for me to have a goodnight sleep

^^

goodnight my darling and dearest readers

<3 p="p">

Love you all!

Muacks!

Hoping to have....

morning Readers!

=)

how are ya?

fine eh?

good 

=)

have you guys hoping to go anywhere?

when i was form 1 i was hoping that can go japan until now still couldn't go

=(

when i see other ppl went to south korea or japan tokyo,

i felt so envy of them 

i have nothing to say as i never been Sunway before

just imagine, 

someone never been Sunway impossible they been to out station

i wanted go outstation for holiday

and i wanna see

there's a lot i'm hoping for

such as 

Places, Accompany, Relationship and etc....

i couldn't find any

it's difficult~

i never been any PLACES as i'm always in work home work home

no time for me to relax

@@

i too don't have ACCOMPANY beside me

who dares to near one random girl outside whom you don't know?

somehow i felt so lonely by just work home work home. 

it's like no life at all

i want to change my life

i want to change

i don't want being control by my dad

never ever want to

but i'm being control somehow

sometimes i blame myself

not matured enough to go outside

still kid-dy and need parents to take care of,

i don't want

i want to have my own life

even my own RELATIONSHIP

i want to choose the right and perfect one in my entire life!

i dont want just play play that one is not my character

i am looking some guys that they are understands me caring and etc 

Exacly what did Justin told me on Facebook last night before we go to our nap.

somehow i feel that we are the same kind

what he is looking for

and that's what i'm looking for

i'm looking forward bout Sam

but everytime he made me every disappointed 

i called him 50 - 60 times a day he didnt call me back

i texted him not more than 10 messages a day

as i know he will never reply

i already give up on him and looking forward to others

i know if i follow this guy

i will never happy

everyone see that i am HAPPY 

sure got a lot of friends

but behind my stories,

no friends, accompany and even relationships.

sometimes i though my school friends would understand me but end up they don't 

only 1 understand me

that is BELINDA

others all betrayed my back

talk bad things behind my back

i felt like i'm going to melt like an ice soon

i'm nothing

not to say i'm emotional

i'm not emotional

i just express my own feeling into my blog as a have no one to listen

that would make me feel better

i got to go soon. 

see ya

hope you guys can have a better life

don't become like me ya

=)

happy forever~

give up

i really gave up on him dy

i no more strength to bother u

I GAVE UP

^^

i want to stay happy life

without u i am happy enough

just want to think bout relationship but dun want have a relationship until i find someone suitable for me

=P

BLEK!

yay yay yay

Today is HAPPY SUNDAY!

Enjoy ya!

christmas coming i dunno what to do

@@

havent buy gifts yet 

>.<

omg!

there's too many things to buy!!!!

@@

No money liao

T_T

Transferred~

This morning My colleague told me that i might be transfer to Kitchen

if i want to

if i knotted my head, 

he will put me inside

hmm

it's a good thing that i can learn a lot but it's a bad thing that i can't meet my precious 

friend when they comes like Justin or Belinda or Jodee or even Sammy (sam)

hmm

=(

but of course must be serious during work time~

Hmm

Should i join them? >.<

all the guys are PERVERT >m<

What a weird boss i have~

This morning my boss make an announcement

he wants us to happy

work happy

house happy

enough money to use 

do everything also happy

if not happy what for want work?

lol

he asked us to create a topic everyone to laugh, smile even joking

just happy la

he used me as a topic,

he said to all the stuffs,

TODAY DANIELLE'S EYES WHAT COLOUR?

once i heard it i was like WTH!!?!?!!??!??!

==

there are so many topic to say but why must it be MY EYE?

lol

nvm 

i was so shy then,

shy till my cheeks are redish!!!!

>.<

everyone staring at me and my cheeks are red!!!!

boss laugh at me and said HER CHEEKS ARE RED.

==

lol

shy ma...

memang red one la

hahahaahahaahha xD

i also no comment on him.

he can just do anything he wants to do

and me?

i can't

lol

A Very Very Long~~~~ Story.

Few days ago [Last week "i think"]

i went out with Sam

he brought me watched movie

something like "007 James Bone show?"

after that around 9 something

i told him that i wanna go one place

some quite place~

He brought me to his working place

just College Bandar Utama...

They're neighbor and now only i know lol

Slow right?

ahhahahhahah

i'm quite happy until now i still can't forget what we're topic is~

wanna know?

ok i let you know

ahahahahah

i told him,

I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I JUST FELL SOMETHING LIKE YOU ARE PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS~

he himself answered,

I'M NOT PLAYING, I JUST WANT YOU TO BE A LITTLE BIT MORE MATURE~

WHEN I'M BUSY I CANNOT ANSWER YOUR CALLS AS IN I'M COACHING SOME BABY SWIMMERS AND MY PHONE IS NOT WITH ME ALL THE TIME~

YOU DON'T THINK THAT MUCH

IF I DIDN'T LET GO, YOU ALSO CANNOT LET GO 

YOU ARE ALREADY IN MY 10 FINGER TIPS

CANNOT ESCAPE.

THERE'S NO WAY FOR YOU TO ESCAPE

once i hear this,

my feelings comes back and i'm happy to hear that from him

it's quite rare you know

somehow guys dont know how to express their own feelings towards girls and they used to rude way

so they use the way that they used to be

guys are always like this

hahaha

So the next day i tried not to think a lot and relax

i always do my thing as in i didnt want to think a lot of negative stuffs

he will call me once he is free...

he will come find me once he is free~

he will accompany me once he is free

i'm not alone.

i still got him to accompany the road that i choose.

a very very long road

i still want to go this road with him

until we are in the old age~

=)

What to do!?

AAAAaaaa!!!!!

>.<

what should i do!?

=(

i fall for Sam

and Someone younger than me fall for me

==

i just hurt his heart and he's no mood 

even talking to me now

=(

am i evil or something?! 

=(

hmm

Sam is evil to me

and i am evil to a kid

=(

how ar?

=(

hmm

but i got one picture give him

Be happy

always~

I'm Sorry!!!

Sam!!!

Sorry to you

cuz i've mistaken you

i didn't know that you lost your wallet 

i though you got another girl and don't want me

>.<

Sorry

i also deleted your Facebook as a friend list

>.<

who ask you didn't contact me wor?

i called you you didn't answer

i text you and yet never reply

you know how painful i am ar?

hmm

until i called you yesterday afternoon,

you said you lost your wallet and cards 

why didn't tell me earlier?

==

if you tell me earlier then i can help you ma...

at least i can borrow you some money

so easy to believe people la you

......

hmm

i don't wanna hear got next time ar

if got next time

i *Knock* your head

=P

Jya~

Friends in troubles~

Today rain not that good right?

heavy like anything

@@

Pengsan o.o

hahahaahahahahahahhaahahha

but luckily i got an umbrella in New Orleans

hahhhah

^^

i went to see Ernest at Taman Bahagia

Taman Bahagia stands for what?

It stands for 幸福的公园

wahahahahhahahahahahah

^^

i told him what happened to me and Sam but end up

i have to settle him and Mint prob

lol

weird right?

hmm

their problem very very complicated one

lol

i couldn't settle it but at least i try my best to make him smile a bit

Pissed Off ~~

Hello everybody!

^^

today long jouney leh

where should i start ar?

hehe

uhm

ok la

i start with my job first

^^

today i went to Louisiana and work

roughly 10.40 a.m

i punch my card and wipe wipe wipe the plates, tables and spoons

so after prepared everything,

there's one big group reservation for 40 pax!

xD

hehehehehe

after that

the new staff makes me damn angry

i teach him how to do

he said he know he know but end up HE DON'T KNOW

you say should i give him a slap?!

haiz...

after work, 

he wipe the spoon half way then throw it aside

==

what the fug!?

do must do it nicely one ma

do you go toilet shit and left it half in your buttocks!?

no right?

comment sense la weih

HaiH!

==

do little things also no good

==

fed up la...

what to do with this guy ar? 

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Out of mind

hello everyone

good morning~

genkii deska?

^^

genkii ne~~~

^^

well

i totally out of my mind 

i don't know whats going on with me

i just want talk to him

is just that he dont want talk to me

i want faster settle this problem

but when i seriously wanna talk bout it that time 

he try to avoid it and kept on telling to joke just to keep my mouth shut

is it right?

i dont think my heart is right

i very sad

every night i sleep early just because i am avoiding this problem

he told me that if i got any problem i can tell him and he can advise me

but end up he failed to do it

i don't know whether he will keep his promise towards me a not 

i really really very scared

i'm a what?

i'm just a small little girl knowing nothing

i just realized that he have a weird character

that is::

- When i just back from work, Eat, and watched movie in cinema with him and i slept half way, He spank me with his elbow prevent me from sleepiness. 

Is that right from what he is doing?

i tried my best to understand him well but he didn't understand me at all

not even once he tried

he just followed his emotional doing only

i feel very upset knowing all this

i totally out of my mind

i can imagine that if i go on with him

what will happen next

i can imagine it

i don't know what to do.

im happy but sad~

hello everyone!

how are ya?!

=D

fine right??

hehe

today i'm going to write something

see carefully lorh

ahhaha

i'm happy as i have a simple lunch with Sam

i know Sam in Secret of Louisiana 

we are just friends and not more than that 

but i really have a lot of question in my mind::-

- Do you love me?

- If you do, then why are you being rude to me?

- If you do, why you wanna treat me these way?

you really make me sad in the same time

i know you are not romantic person nether i

but i know what is like

i too know that i am dumb

like is a problem to me

cuz when i like you,

i put you in my first place

everything i think of you first then i only think bout me

even friend too

Jack, Ernest, Jodee, even Belinda

i also put them first because of what?

because i love them as a brothers sisters

why you want give me such a cold expression i really dont know

you still dont understand me yet

what i want

what i need

now i tell you here

i want you

i need you

i understand you need work

i too need work

but when you stress yourself i too worried bout you

just like what Jack said

i cares bout other more than myself

i also can die just bcuz of you

i am dumb but i'm not stupid

i really loves you here and i will try to change your character

as well
you went to S'pore without telling me UNTIL the 29th Oct
my heart really pain inside
i'm not in your heart at all
not like i dont know anything
i know you dont want to leave S'pore
i know that you want to stay in S'pore
cuz i read your comment in your FB everytime everyday
what what i have?!
one more questions i wanna ask you
- Do you try to understand me?
Do you??!?!?!

Think for yourself

I surrender~

hey guys

how are you?

=)

well eh?

=3

hmm

i really surrender myself to him dy la...

i can't do anything

i can't stop him

i want see him

i want hug him

i can't control myself 

i always want text him although i said i dont wanna text him

i really missed him a lot

until i dreamed bout him that day

i think i loved him but not really sure

always thinking bout him

nothing in my mind but just him

always think that 

did he sleep?

what is he doing right now?

should i call him now?

have he eaten?

is he healthy?

where is he right now?

i really missed him until i wanna cry it out but i try my best to be mature and not a crybaby 

i think i fall for him already

i not really sure bout it.

what should i do?

=(

i always have a imagination that i want to see him sleep

i totally had no idea what's going on with me.

Heavy Rain~

hello everyone!

everyone healthy?

=D

sure healthy and happy right?

if not happy

tell me

i can give you advise at least you know what to do

hehe

just exacly like counseling =D

ok

well

today at 4 something starts heavy rain eh?

nice a not?

hahah

cooling?

but i cant go back from louisiana that time

so i played 2 gamed of pool while Elvin is not around

even Elvin is around also i no problem is just that i can't play with my partner as he is still on duty

hmm~

after playing 2 gamed pool i went to THE BANK 

THE BANK is not a "Bank"

but its a pub~

ahahhaah

i went there as i have some friends to talk to~

=D

hmm

ok la...

tomorrow have to go out with Sharine shopping

uhm shopping as in buying louisiana goods~

ahhaahhah

^^

Hohoho~~~

Hello everybody!

=D

Today after work i went out with Miss Sharine, my boss wife

with 3 kids named tripple A's

haahha

ok

well~

i went out with her around 2.45 p.m.

we ate Sakae Sushi in Paradigm mall

and we too went to Tesco bought some Louisiana's goods~

all together also 400++ 

i was surprised coz 2 trolley and i never buy that much item before

this is my first time

lol

we bought 2 packs 10kg rice

8 packs green tea

4 bottled jam

then 24 long bread... 

11 is in my trolley and 13 in her trolley as not enough place to put

i am so damn speechless

lol

and then we some more bought 2 big Water Melon

1 honey dew

1 big packet of dried chilly

1 big packet of red chilly

and then what else?

AH!

2 big pack of tomatoes for salads~

and

4 big packed of cucumber

tomato and cucumber i picked myself one

hahaaha

and then we too bought 4 packed of empty bread for new menu

3 packed of battery

i think is her house use

ahahah

then

what else?

aiya!

got a lot la

hahaahhahahaha

xD

can't mentioned it all the stuffed here

as i can't remember most of them

lol

this coming Friday i'm following her to the market again

=D

^^

see ya!

I want!!!

if you allowed me

i'd liked to be your gf

i dun want one night long but i want once in a life time

would you allow me?

if you allowed me

i will changed my baby character to auntie character

but of course not nagging but mature

=)

it's hard for me but i will try until i can...

this is my love promised to you

and u too must promise me few points

*take care of me

*when you are free come fetch/pick me from work no matter what time

*cannot leave me as i am written up there ONCE IN A LIFE TIME

can?

promise?

ok

you promised dy

=3

muacks!

luv u o.ooooo

Shochuu Omimai Oshiagemasu 「暑中お見舞い医師上げます」Sang by C-ute

書中も見舞いもうしあげます

まぶたに口図家
受けてるみたいな
きらきらなぎさを
今にもまぶしくて
かけてくるしぶきにぬれて

な図化パラソルにつかまり
あなたの町名で飛べそうです

今年の夏わ胸まで厚い
不思議な不思議な夏です
暑中お見舞い申し上げます

水際誰かに
見られるだけでも
あなたから
だめだよといわれそう
泳ぎませんかと
誘いに来るけど
振り向かず眠った不利よ

早くあなたに会いたくて
と敬和逆さにまわしてます

今年の夏わ心も弾む
不思議な不思議な夏です
暑中お見舞い申し上げます

なぜかパラソルにつかまり
あなたの街まで飛べそうです

今年の夏わ
胸まで厚い
不思議なふし七つです
暑中お見舞いも医師上げます

Umarete Kite 「生まれてきて」Sang by C-ute

恥ずかしいな

だけど会いたいな

「天気いいかな」

理由つけ誘われた出えと

こんな近く

君が座ってる

急いでやった

名句だもん大丈夫かなあ．．．

いやフォンを片方ずつ

曲を聴いた

頭が本お少しぶつかった

生まれてきて

良かったわ

心のそこから君と

出会えた真実かみ締めている

君の笑顔の

時たまできるえくぼも

全部胸に突き刺さるようにいとおしいの

すきすきすき

来週末

あえないらしいな

素の分協和

たっぷりと君をウオッチング

とわ言っても

まじまじ見れない

不自然なとき

写真とか取るのも微妙

漫画に出てくるように

後ろからね

抱きついてみたらどうなるかしら

生まれてきて

ありがとう

過去やこの現実にも

感謝しまくっても足りない幹事

ちょっと割る同で

本気出せば強そうで

全面的に矢指名声で話和する

すきすきすき

生まれてきて

ありがとう

過去の現実にも

感謝しまくっても足りない幹事

ちょっと割るそうで

本気出せば強そうで

全面的に優しそうな声で話をする

すきすきすき

Full Moon を 探して It's from Full Moon show~

どうしてでょうディ手すきなんだろう

こんなに涙あふれてる

あのころわ失うものが大梳き手名に歌えなかった

少し離れた場所底が私の居場所だった

君の瞳の奥にあの日寂しさを見つけた

二人に照るのかな？

着付け場いつもと何にいてくれた

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

君の声監視委ほど響いてるよ

今まで何が支えだったか

遠くはなれてわかったよ

なきながら捜し続けた迷子の子供のように

けどそこには永遠なんてある分けなくて

「誰にも信じなければ委員だよ」つぶやいたね

二人に照るのかな？

あの時君を名乗ると決めた何

どうして思いにすきなんだろう

遠すぎてしか過ぎて届かないよ

「忘れよう」って思えば思うほど

君が大きくなってくよ

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

君の声監視委ほど響いてるよ

今まで何が支えだったか

遠くはなれてわかったよ

どうしてこんなにすきなんだろう

簡単すぎて答えにならない

Sakura Chirari 「桜ちらり」[Cherry Blossom Scattering] Sang by C-ute

桜ちらり

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

あなたを見ていたい

好きになるの怖いなんて

始まりのころわね．．．

だけどあな他全部全部

受け止めてもくれた

たとえ今わわからない事があるとしても

笑える日がくるんだから

桜ちらり

見上げれば美しい

夜空に炉系テイク

渡した痴話

いつまでも手をつなぐ

かわいい恋をする

夢を見たわあなたの夢

つれなくしないでよ

ちょっとはがし八つ当たりね

夢の話なのに．．．

戸にも書く明日まであえない現実

切ないけど幸せです

桜ちらり

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

穴たわみ停滞

"桜ちらり"

見上げれば美しい

夜空に解けていく

渡した痴話

いつまでも手をつなぐ

かわいい恋をする

Hey! One More Time!

桜氏ら利

涙などにあわない

このまま抱きしめて

桜ちらり

いつまでもすぐ側で

穴たわみ停滞

change?

Do i change? 

Hmm

cuter? 

prettier?

or

ugliest?

hahaha

xD

all also can

it still a baby faced on me 

T_T

i dislike~~

epic fails~~~

*Wondering~

sometimes you really made me fire up

cuz i totally had no idea why am i worrying bout you

you can take care of yourself better than me and yet i'm worrying about you

is it that funny?

hmm

but yet i'm still worry of you

*have you eat yet?

*are you free to take a rest before getting sick?

*how you now a days?

*i would liked to stay with you but i dont want to disturb you

*dont make yourself too stress~

all this questions always pop out my mind 

always complaining wanna see you 

what in my mind just to think of you and im totally NOT obsess ya~

i'm waiting for your coming

<3 p="p">

muacks!

love u

Meguru koi no kisetsu 「めぐる恋の季節」Sang by C-ute

巡る季節，恋の季節

夏は好きな僕らだから

どんなときも前向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

Boy！いつかのお焦がれやっとかなえられる

Girl！無限なこの夢

パパもままも知らない間に

僕らわ故意を質みたい

めぐる季節アイワ時に

近すぎても築かないって

なくしそうになって時に

初めて築く大事なそのことに

Boy！一期をしたときなぜか照れくさいね

Girl！明日もしたい

画面したり遠慮したり

大人になった気がするよ

めぐる季節恋の季節

夏が好きな僕らだから

どんなときも前向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

どんなときも朝が来るよ

まだ知らない朝が来る

どんなときも正直なら

胸わ張って素の先へ"All Right　進んで毛！"

めぐる季節恋の季節

夏が好きな僕らだから

どんなときも間ｒ向きだよ

輝いてるめぐる恋の季節

Wow！そのままもう一著！

めぐる季節アイワ時に

近すぎ手も築かないって

なき思想になったときに

初めて築く大事なそのことに

Wonderful period is coming to me~~

hello my friend

wonderful period is coming to me i guess~

=3

what do you think love is about?

hmm

i fall for someone but i don't know how to tell him as he too fall for me

he promised me that he will take care of me and he will change my entire life~

i found someone that can change my life and all~

he can solve all my problems... 

that's why i fall for him

but one thing i should consider first

although he is rich or so whatever

i'm afraid that if i couple with him few months or few years later he will go play around but of course

i hope not~

lol

i saw quite a number of rich - riches people also like that 

but i don't hope him for that

or someone too desperate go onto "Sex" i also don't like

Lmao~~

i have a feeling on him but i don't hope things happen to me again

as i need protection although he promised me that he is going to protect me

you know la right,

sometimes guy said protect you now

after awhile when he get bored of you that time he will go out with some random girls 

most scary is when HE'S WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND

that one have to be careful about it dy~

@@

should i accept or not?

=D my new life style

Hello darling

everyone

how are you?

long time no hear bout me leh?

hahahahahaahha

well 

nowadays i been very busy with my work and stuffs

no time to go online or  facebook as well

hemmm~

i wanna show all of you what's my lunch this morning~

=D

may i begin?

hehe

picture please! *clap*

and YES

this is crunchies garlic bread ever!!!

=D

Chicken minestone soup?

not nice not nice...

not used to this taste~~ 

and my ice lemOn tea!!!

hehehehehe

^^

and one more newest picture!

this is ME!

=D

hehehe

edited by instagram!

=D

hehe

<3 p="p">

new friend?

whom you trust?

your friend or yourself?

i choose myself

you know why?

i'll tell you why.

there are few points that why i dont trust my friend

1st - they will betray you anytime and anywhere

2nd - first they'll sweet talk in front of you for example like, i will accompany you anytime. one month later, his/her bf/gf come to stay with him/her for few days and THAT few days they never text you.

3rd - i dont believe in real friendship nor relationship

4th - when they need help you'll helped them but when YOU need help they never help you.

and this is the main reason i dont trust friends and i rather trust myself coz you cant betray yourself

=)

Hmm

hi everyone

genkii datta? (are you healthy?)

my ex bf going to meet me on this thursday and i need some accompany

can you accompany me? 

>.<

i'm afraid 

lolx

"afraid"

who am i going to afraid of him?

hahhah 

joking joking 

^^

i am nobody la dear

^^

Haizzz

i have new job

i have new friends whom i trusted in a short time

they have also helping me and all

incredible friends in my short period

i am so happy that i found this type of friends

btw

im easy to understand peeps

but why those peeps cant understand me at all ar?

i dun understand lorhhhh

@@

Just like my ex

we broke up adi wad right? 

why is he still want to love, like, take caring the things that i gave him earlier?

wakaranai....

watashi zen zen wakaranai yo!!!!

>.<

Totally Had No Idea~~

Don't know what to do la late at night like this

@@

I'm so dam bored 

>.<

=( 

Let me ask you one thing la

"What is Love?"

Please tell me the answer after reading my blogs~

http://www.facebook.com/ichigoshanshan

^^

And add me anytime la!

^^

First of all

i saw 3 japanese girl is my future singer!

^^

so far it so happen they sang 2 songs!

one is MY WINGS 

another one is OVER THE FUTURE

ahahah

this both also quiet okay! 

xD

give you the lirics here then

=D

this is 

OVER THE FUTURE

Kanari KITERU Muteki no PAWAA! MAJI de ii KANJI 
Zettai karen! Dakara makenai! Ashita e saa ikou!

Yeah! Zettai! Daitan! 
Yeah! Saidai! Daitan!

Tada matteiru dake no Kinou wo nugisutete 
WAKU WAKU Dekiru kyou wo Te ni shitai

Fureau dake de wakaru Kokoro no RIMITTAA 
Tokihanatareta HORA Yes! Change the world!

Atsui BATORU Nandomo TORAI! RIARU wo tsuranuite 
Zettai karen! Dakara makenai! SURIRU ga SAIKOU!

Yuuki ga sekai no yami wo Terashi hajimeru 
Anata ga kureta kiseki afureru 
Dare ni mo nitenai egao Hokori ni shitara 
Mirai wo ima koeyou

Yeah! Zettai! Daitan! 
Yeah! Saidai! Daitan!

Konna konnan datte Angai heiki da shi 
DOKI DOKI Shinagara mata HAMAtteku

Teyuuka "matteru no wa RAKU dake janai" koto 
Wakari hajimeteru kara Don't lose my way!

Kizutsuku no mo osorenaide Doko ni demo yukeru 
Zettai karen! Sore ga PORISHII! Itami mo tanoshimeru

Namida wa yume no arika wo Sagasu kagayaki 
Sorezore chigau hikari wo hanatsu 
Kanashimi kakaekomu nara Watashi mo nakou 
Mirai wa kono te ni aru

Yuuki ga sekai no yami wo Terashi hajimeru 
Anata ga kureta kiseki afureru 
Dare ni mo nitenai egao Hokori ni shitara 
Mirai wo ima koeyou

We can try over the future world!!

huhuhu~~~~

another one is MY WINGS

Tsuyoku Ririshiku Habataite 

Anata to kou shite Deaeta no wa 
Tada ikiteku tame Nanka janai 

Chiisa na chikai wa Toki wo koete 
Mirai wo kanarazu kaeru yo 

RIMITTAA (Changing Myself) Toki Hanateba (Changing Yourself) 
Hotoba shiru Tenshi no SHAININGU 

Sekai wo sukuu "Tsubasa” 
Ima Watashi ga eran da michi 
Yume wo tsuga mitai dakedo (tomaranai) 
Ataerareta CHIKARA ga 
Sora he kari tateru yo 
Tsuyoku Ririshiku Hanabataite 
Zettai Karen My Wings 

Anata to sugo shita futsuzen no hibi 
Kizuna wa maboroshi Nanka Janai 

Chiisa na Yuuki wa Ai no sodachi 
Mirai wo Yasashiku michibiku 

Nakanaide (Start Out Myself) Aya machi sae (Start Out Yourself) 
Tsutsu mikomu Mugen no SAIKIKU 

Kiseki wo Okusu "Tsubasa” 
Mou nigenai Kodoku kara mo 
Itsumo Anata to iru kara (Itsumademo) 
Ataerareta Yuumei 
Kaze mo MIKATA ni shite 
Tsuyoku Ririshiku Habataite 
Zettai Karen My Wings 

Tsukinukeru (Changing Myself) Kono omoi wa (Changing Yourself) 
Mamoritai Ashita ga aru kara 

Sekai wo sukuu "Tsubasa” 
Ima Watashi ga eran da michi 
Yume wo tsuga mitai Dakedo (Tomaranai) 
Ataerareta CHIKARA ga 
Sora he kari tateru yo 
Tsuyoku Ririshiku Habataite 
Zettai Karen My Wings

Enjoy~~~