something~

Today...,

Just now only...,

When iiiii woke up...,

IIIII diiiiidnt see my hand and leg got somethiiiiing red red one but few miiiiinutes later...,

IIIII really saw iiiiit...,

IIIII dont know what iiiiit is...

IIIIIt's liiiiike rashes but iiiiit's not rashes~

Dont know how to explaiiiiin le~

never love again

IIIII rather be forever 'siiiiingle'...,

Because love does not iiiiin my liiiiife...,

Love iiiiis liiiiifeless to me...,

IIIII dun wanna do all the thiiiiings that iiiiis liiiiifeless...,

IIIII dont thiiiiink love iiiiis very wonderful...,

IIIII dont beliiiiieve iiiiin love or liiiiikiiiiing someone...,

Last tiiiiime iiiii liiiiike someone because iiiii dont know how to thiiiiink...,

IIIII am just a kiiiiid...,

Not mature enough but now iiiii understand what iiiiis liiiiife about...

Liiiiife not really have to be love wiiiiithiiiiin you...,

IIIIIt can other else...,

IIIII make a promiiiiise that iiiii would never love agaiiiiin~

No love,

More happy...,

When loves here..,

More hurt...

sad

Just now iiiii watched '1 liiiiitre of tears' show...

IIIIIt iiiiis a japanese show and iiiiit iiiiis very niiiiice show...,

IIIIIt's about a giiiiirl 15 years old..,

Her name iiiiis Aya IIIIIkeuchiiiii..,

She iiiiis a pretty,

Wiiiiise and smart giiiiirl...,

She iiiiis also very cheerful giiiiirl as iiiii know...,

She got thiiiiis decease iiiiis very cruel...,

Too cruel to her...,

Thiiiiis iiiiis a real story...,

IIIIIt happen to a elementary school giiiiirl...,

Thiiiiis decease cause her cant walk,

Cant talk,

Cant wriiiiite and cant play well...,

She loves basketball just liiiiike iiiii did...,

She have 2 young siiiiister and young brother...,

Her mum and dad give her the best thiiiiing ever...,

She had a deliiiiiciiiiious meals everyday...,

She laugh,

Jokes,

She played but why she had thiiiiis decease?

She couldn't understand at all...

After all...,

Thiiiiis decease untiiiiil level 6 then she cant do anythiiiiing only lean down the hospiiiiital bed...,

And when she wants to talk..,

Doctor wiiiiill giiiiive her the card board wiiiiith the japanese word...,

Or she can wriiiiite but not that smooth...,

IIIII watch thiiiiis show untiiiiil gonna criiiiied iiiiit out...,

Just like some guys saiiiiid 'humans are selfiiiiish'...,

Sometiiiiimes iiiii thiiiiink that iiiiis too...

Human are selfiiiiish..,

Only thiiiiink of her/hiiiiimself and never thiiiiink of others...

Thiiiiis giiiiirl iiiiis too iiiiinnocent...

Hmm iiiiif you have tiiiiime...,

You have to watch thiiiiis show...

It iiiiis very wonderful show...

Sick again...~ D=

Last niiiiight onwards...,

My head iiiiis burniiiiing and my head are very paiiiiinful...,

Now stiiiiill paiiiiin...,

IIIII never eat or driiiiink anythiiiiing~~

==!!

FINE LA!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU HIIIIIDE FROM ME THEN FIIIIINE LA! IIIII DONT CARE AND IIIII *GAVE* UP WIIIIITH YOU ADIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUYS ARE UNFORTABLE NO MATTER HOW GOOD YOU ARE...

IIIIIT IIIIIS USELESS FOR ME...

IIIII AM ENOUGH FOR ALL THIIIIIS THIIIIING AND IIIII WIIIIILL BE

*SIIIIINGLE FOREVER*

NEVER FALL IIIIIN LOVE WIIIIITH SOMEONE JUST LIIIIIKE IIIII DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IIIII AM DOIIIIING!

Yokatta!!

Yesterday...,

IIIII though that we

(Brother, Me and Siiiiister)

Goiiiiing to church coz my dad are haviiiiing a diiiiiffiiiiiculty...

So diiiiidnt know that siiiiister fetches us go church...

But iiiii am so happy...,

Dad diiiiidnt go xD

malang~~

Today dam malang weiiiii...,

==!!

IIIII was haviiiiing my moral test and someone hug me...,

Put somethiiiiing iiiiin to my pocket and teacher just besiiiiide me..,

She checked my pocket and say that iiiii am cheatiiiiing...

AH!!!!!!!!!!

IIIII'm so so so iiiiinnocent!!!!!!!!!

>.<

advice from...

Today..,

IIIII mean thiiiiis morniiiiing...,

IIIII reach church around 10 somethiiiiing...,

IIIII thiiiiink iiiiis 10.14 a.m. gua...,

So suddenly..,

Miiiiicheal come to our class and asked teacher a favour that he iiiiis siiiiittiiiiing watchiiiiing us to play and See each of everyone of our miiiiistakes...,

So iiiii was dam extremely shocked about iiiiit...,

Coz iiiii diiiiidnt know ma...,

But when iiiii play iiiiin front..,

Miiiiicheal kept on lookiiiiing,

Stariiiiing at me and my fiiiiingers...,

==!!

After worshiiiiip...,

He went back to sanctuary lor...,

After church...,

After serviiiiice...,

He adviiiiice me to do 2 thiiiiings...,

1st..,

IIIIIs to cut my naiiiiils and more practiiiiice...,

And 2nd...,

IIIIIs to concerntrade and not always dreamiiiiing,

Lookiiiiing around or proud eiiiiither...,

Ya this iiiiis my miiiiistakes...

IIIII admiiiiit but he always liiiiike to straiiiiight forward and NEVER thiiiiink of other ppl got any house Problems or somethiiiiing one...,

What he want to say...,

He just say iiiiit out...,

IIIIIt's so hurtiiiiing and iiiii very diiiiisliiiiike iiiiit...,

At home..,

He thiiiiinks that iiiii never practiiiiice but iiiii want to practiiiiice also cannot that because my house was so Small and iiiii never get to have my own room every year....,

When iiiii start playiiiiing guiiiiitar...,

Siiiiister scold me that

GO STUDY LAH! DON'T DIIIIISTURB ME SLEEPIIIIING LAH!

IIIII always try to play guiiiiitar but iiiii cant...

Somemore miiiiicheal saiiiiid what?

He saiiiiid that iiiii never practiiiiice...,

Not iiiii never practiiiiice iiiiis iiiii cannot get to practiiiiice...,

My siiiiister and brother diiiiisliiiiike musiiiiical stuff...,

Everytiiiiime iiiii play they always scolded me...,

So how!?!?!?!!?

IIIIIs my liiiiife always liiiiike that!?!?!!?

:'(

incident~

Just now after serviiiiice...,

My guiiiiitar was wiiiiithout 2 striiiiings...,

So Arron also not that free coz he has to go to hiiiiis Niiiiilaiiiii college startiiiiing for thiiiiis weeks/month...,

So miiiiicheal asked me to get a new guiiiiitar striiiiings as fast as possiiiiible or asked someone to get iiiiit for Me as well...,

So iiiii saiiiiid ok lor...

Coz maybe...,

Arron iiiiis usiiiiing the church guiiiiitar from next week onwards...,

Somemore he cant briiiiing hiiiiis guiiiiitar to hiiiiis niiiiilaiiiii hostel coz now he iiiiis only met hiiiiis classmates and just New so maybe ppl wiiiiill diiiiisliiiiike iiiiit when he play guiiiiitar la...,

Haiiiiiz~~

==!!

haiz~

Tomorrow we have moral test~

:S

Diiiiie la...

Lol everyone in my class sure copy copy one

==!!

memories of...

Just now around 6 somethiiiiing...,

IIIII read my small diiiiiary book wiiiiith code...,

IIIII read iiiiit...,

IIIII miiiiissed the day when iiiii am spendiiiiing my tiiiiime wiiiiith Eman dad after day..,

Hmm~

IIIII miiiiissed the year a lot...

And iiiii miiiiissed my old classes iiiiin church a lots!!!

xD

Hmm~

Now iiiiin my church classes..,

All keep quiiiiite one...,

Not used to iiiiit coz iiiii am a very noiiiiisy person and liiiiike to talk and smiiiiile to other ppl...

xD

Love to communiiiiicates wiiiiith new friiiiiends especiiiiially my love ones...,

K.F >.

dad and sis again!!!!!!!! ¬¬!!

Yesterday..,

After school...,

When iiiii come back home...,

IIIII eat,

Fiiiiiniiiiished eatiiiiing iiiii sleep at 4 somethiiiiing...,

So iiiii sleep untiiiiil miiiiidniiiiight 12 somethiiiiing..,

Brother was watchiiiiing show from QVOD diiiiiagram..,

So iiiii eat again lor..,

Around 6 iiiii prepared everythiiiiing to school...,

Then iiiii wake my dad lor...,

So we left the house...,

Diiiiidnt know that the car got used by my SIIIIISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IIIII cant seek for hiiiiistory exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Omg sure got last iiiiin exam!!!!!

ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ANOIIIIIYIIIIING!!!!!!!!!!

okok only~~

Today we Form 5 have engliiiiish test so we take paper one and after recess iiiiis paper two..

Paper one was quiiiiite easy but paper liiiiittle hard~

IIIII dont know what iiiiis the answer for the road not taken poems!!! >.

Haiz~~~ =S

Later got to stay back untiiiiil 4p.m. le..,

That because my hiiiiistory teacher saiiiiid have to stay back by today iiiiin school...

==!!

xD

Hmm reach home SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!

xD

Exam~ xD

Wow..,

Tiiiime go so fast...,

Exams iiiiis tomorrow~

IIIIIt means today...,

Later...,

After sch recess...,

¬¬!!

Tiiiiime rushed so fast~

T.T

Sad~~

Nag~~~!!!!!!!!

Just now..,

At 1.30a.m....,

Dad woke up...,

Nag nag nag...,

Then sleep back...,

At 2.30a.m...,

Nag nag nag...,

Then sleep back

And 3.30a.m...,

Nag,

Eat and nag agaiiiiin..,

Then sleep back

¬¬!!

after that sleep all the way tiiiiill briiiiing me to sch~~

xD

haiiiiiz~~

All those "nag" iiiiis Nag at me

==!!

Say WHY YOU STIIIIILL HAVENT SLEEP?!?! or YOU WANNA DIIIIIE AH!!?!??

Or IIIIIF YOU CANT WAKE UP TOMORROW THEN YOU DIIIIIE! ¬¬!!

Cool!

Today..,

IIIII play guiiiiitar iiiiin church..,

My guiiiiitar striiiiings very mad at me untiiiiil the striiiiings broke..,

So iiiii smsed to Arron can iiiii used his guiiiiitar and he used the church one so he saiiiiid can no Problem...,

So today..,

IIIII went there play guiiiiitar by usiiiiing Arron's guiiiiitar..,

Play until the fiiiiirst song..,

He saiiiiid hiiiiis fiiiiinger are very paiiiiinful so iiiii exchange guiiiiitar wiiiiith hiiiiim after the next song..,

Wow~

Cool!

The guiiiiitar was liiiiike sound so niiiiice and my fiiiiinger not paiiiiin at all!

-^^-

IIIII was so happy that diiiiidnt rune any of the songs today~

-^^-

teacher

Yesterday..,

IIIII asked pn. koh about the essay..,

Coz iiiii wriiiiite the essay iiiiit's too long...,

IIIII wriiiiite wriiiiite wriiiite wiiiiithout notiiiiice anythiiiiing..,

But when iiiii count the num of my essay~

Wow!

IIIIIt's 662 words..,~

IIIII was so shocked so iiiii asked teacher iiiiin facebook siiiiince she onliiiiine and do somethiiiiing whiiiiich iiiii dont Know what iiiiit iiiiis~

So iiiii asked her..,

"Teacher, you asked us to do the essay on composiiiiitiiiiion one ah,

At least need how many words?"

Then she saiiiiid, "300."

And iiiii said

"OMG!! xD iiiii wriiiiite wriiiiite wriiiiite dont know why come out 662 words,

Thus,

My wriiiiitiiiiing are small~"

Then she saiiiiid "no need to wriiiiite so long~"

Lol

xD

Haiiiiiz~

Have to shortened it~ ==!

dad again~

IIIII am siiiiick today..,

So iiiii was just wanna rest~

Once dad fetched me come back home...,

He asked me do thiiiiis do that

==!!

What the FUCK!?!?!?

IIIIIt's so annoiiiiiyiiiiing..,

Siiiiick ppl also cannot rest~

==

ZZzzzz

sick~

Today..,

Dont know why~

IIIII always HA CHIIIIIU!!

IIIIIt makes my nose are stuck here and there~

==

IIIII am so ke liiiiian weiiiiih~~

>.<

strings broke again!!! xD

My guiiiiitar striiiiings broke whiiiiile iiiii was tuniiiiing...!!!

>.<

My riiiiight hand iiiiis so paiiiiin!!!!!!!!

Wanna cry out liiiiiao~~

:'(

bad mood~

Just after school back,

IIIII bought jarrel (My Brother) and niiiiicole (My Siiiiister) tau foo fa...,

When come back home...,

IIIII cannot rest one...,

That because my Stupiiiiid iiiiidiiiiiot dad was naggiiiiing here and there...,

He asked me to helped hiiiiim washed the plates,

And change the bed sheets everythiiiiing also iiiii do...,

That's rediiiiiculus man!~

I cant stand iiiiit!

Dam piiiiissed off!

Didnt eat anything~

Thiiiiis whole day iiiii diiiiidnt eat anythiiiing...,

That because iiiii sleep sleep sleep after sch sleep untiiiiil 3 AM

==

So diiiiidnt eat.,

And when iiiii wake up,

My throat iiiiis paiiiiin~

xD

IIIIIs hurt~~~ >.<

Troublesome dad~ Zzz...

Just now after serviiiiice and after guiiiiitar practiiiiice..,

IIIII went down and iiiiinsiiiiide to the car~

So on the way back...,

IIIII asked dad..,

"Daddy..., there's some piiiiiano/techno/keyboard got liiiiight comiiiiing out one iiiiis whiiiiich one...?"

Then he saiiiiid

"Don't know..,"

He add DON'T KNOW can adiiiii la then behiiiiind he stiiiiill added few sentences~

That iiiiis "you know ah, got liiiiight one also not good one..,

They will spoilt their eyes one,

Just liiiiike Miiiiicheal (Guiiiiitar practiiiiice teacher) asked you to buy the thiiiiingy tiiiiic toc tiiiiic toc that thiiiiing Wiiiiill hypnotiiiiize you one..."

Then my siiiiister saiiiiid

"Hello..., uncle ah, that iiiiis tempo la..,

You dont know anythiiiiing about guiiiiitar just shut up lar...,

And the piiiiiano..,

IIIIIt wiiiiill kiiiiills your eye one lar...,

You old man so out dated~"

Wow~

My dad was siiiiilent after that...,

Hehehe~

IIIII also TAK TAHAN hiiiiim liiiiiao...,

Somemore ppl was sleepiiiiing...,

Tomorrow stiiiiill got school one ma...,

He scream and saiiiiid

"WAKE UP! WHO HAVENT WASHED THE PLATES?!?!?!"

Then iiiii iiiiignored hiiiiim...,

In returns, my brother scolded hiiiiim and saiiiiid

"WEIIIII! NOW IIIIIS ALREADY 3A.M LAH!

YOU DONT WANT TO SLEEP PPL WANT TO SLEEP ONE AH,

SHAN TOMORROW GOT SCH,

PENG NEED STUDY and IIIII NEED TO GO FOR LIIIIICENT CLASS LAH!"

ZZz lol... >.<

im very happy!!!!!!!!

Today...

IIIII mean toniiiiight...,

After serviiiiice was around 10 somethiiiiing~

So iiiii saw angeliiiiine was wiiiiith K.F..

She was talkiiiiing to hiiiiim and the other guy but the most one iiiiis hiiiiim la...,

So iiiii wanna go there but dont there...,

So Melaniiiiie pushed me go there and caroliiiiine followed us too...,

When the tiiiiime we reach there...,

Melanie pushed me slowly by slowly then iiiii fiiiiinally go near and stand besiiiiide hiiiiim lor...

Hahah!! ^^

So iiiii was very happy but melaniiiiie asked me to talk to hiiiiim and iiiii saiiiiid nothiiiiing to talk!!

Then hiiiiis Mum talk to me...

^^

He dam shy weiiiii..

Stare also dont dare stare at me

==

Look also dun look...,

==

What la!!!!!!

xD

So diiiiisappoiiiiinted weiiiiih!!

xD

Well iiiii love him..,

So iiiii try to preciiiiious him,

Try to look at hiiiiim..,

He dont look at me never miiiiind...,

As long as iiiii look at hiiiiim can adiiiii AHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

burning near by~

This afternoon...,

It was an accident~

Don't know what going on but there is a big fire with blacky blacky smoke~

xD

Seems like someone forgottened to off the gas and the gas was BOM!

"A heavy fire is here!

RUN!!! FASTER RUN!!!"

lolz~

Well neatly burn down the entire school

xD

Coz it is very near when we see it and somehow feels like it~

If the fire-pregate didnt come faster~

I think the hold school might SLAM DOWN!!

Lolz

happy!!! ^^

Today i am very very happy ler~

Coz i saw my primary school friend on FACEBOOK!!!

^^

Dam happy today i mean tonight!!!!

^^

Dont bother~

Just now while i was sleeping..,

My dad was out and when i wake up...,

He still havent come home yet...,

So i am hungry also ma..,

Thinking he is buying some FOOD's for me to eat but didnt know that.......!!!!

He come back with just a tupperware full of soya bean with colourings..,

Im sort of dissapointed...

Wait till he cook for me ah,

I think i already fall on the floor lor...

ZZZ

OMG!!! xD

Omg omg omg omg omg!!!

I didnt know that eman read my...

Blog!!!!!!!

xD

Im embarassed!!!

I though no one would read it!!! xD >.<

wanna kill TOMATO!!!!! (Timothy Ong)

Haha~

Wanna kill timothy...,

I asked Timothy...,

How's you and Belinda

(One of my best friend/sister in 5Nemesu) ?

Then he said very fine!! thanks for asking me~

xD

Lol then he walk away~

Lolx

bully again~

Hi everyone!

Today my class last period was Moral~

This time not i kena bully but our friend "Dickson" who kena bully xD well...,

Dickson was sleeping i think..,

Zhan Hao,

One of his classmates which last year he same class with me that is 4Penaga...,

Dickson was sleeping and Zhan Hao saw his pencil case so he just take it and keep it into Sheng You (one of his class too) pencil case inside...,

Well this you might feel weird right?

Haha how they put it in?

Sheng You pencil case was big so Dickson pencil case was big too but not as big as Sheng You..., They just stuck stuck stuck...,

And hide it without Dickson knowing...,

WAhile Pn Emily (Moral teacher) asked everyone of us to write all the notes and exercises...

Dickson just realized that he pencil case was dissapear so he stand up and look for it...,

Everyone (Zhan Hao gang) lied to him and said "Dickson,

Your pencil case are in other side which is my class 5Ramin...,

So he went and searched...,

There is no any pencil case there and he come back...,

He tell Pn Emily and the teacher asked them to give it back but no one listened to her...,

Haiz~~~

So class was finished he just realized that his pencil case was in Sheng You pencil case

==

So this is the ending~ lol

though

this morning after service, i though micheal would scold everyone of us..., lolx but he didnt ^^ thank God!! xD but he scold us also good one... ^^

love story~~ xD

this morning.., ii was taking out the guitar.., and K.F take something..., i said HI to him and he give me his cute and nice smiles and said HI to me.., my face was HOT RED and.., and.., and.., he looks like wanna asked me why is my face so red.., lol xD looks from expression only la lol xD

traffic jam~

this afternoon after church..., i asked my dad fetched me to 1u..., so he did but he don't know the so called short cut~ so my sister was sitting beside him and tell him damansara kim there sure jam one! You want to go then go this way..., so my dad follow and turn left, right and straight lor..., turn here turn there finally reach! But WAH! it's so so so JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! >.< i have no idea why o.o so i went in to canton-i restoran and find sister elain and she told me that LG floor there got fashion show ma..., you dont know meh? then i said i don't know o.o..., lol... so ya la like that la lol xD