i love you~

To Ken Jean:
I don't care what you are thinking now~ Not suppost to tell I also tell adi lor... Well I don't wanna lie to them... I am only do my path.., since they find out about us..., ok.., say as simple, I got wrong..., I admit..., I not suppost to tell them but your sister also force me to tell one ma since they check out adi~ They promissed me not to tell anyone else one ma~ I believe in them..., they won't forget our promissed... What about you? You have no wrong meh? You made such a big mistakes some more~ At first you in love with Vivien, you should not liked me and asked me to be your GF.., I know this will troubling your heart.., don't you think this is also troubling me heart? When you come back from London, I already know what it is inside of you..., well, when you come back to London you never tell me anything.., you never sms to me.., some more I kept on smsing you..., do you know when you are sick in London, you told me that you were sick, and I get shocked and reload my phone credit immediately..., and send sms to you..., I don't want you to get regret do you know? What I do everything is good for you..., I believe your sister will keep the promiss.., well when I saw the picture in your facebook.., Emily told me that she not very happy about your pic~ That because she said where got ppl couple adi take pic with other girl... That time I was nothing..., I though it was just friend that's all..., how I know suddenly I think of nonsence~ Think what? Think about you and your girl friend relationship..., im not scared or anything..., anyway now I don't mind about your profile pictures that because I still believe you and them was only friend and not much... Plz believe on me..., well... Tomorrow you sms to me see which one you like 'coz there is no such things as your heart break into two.., one is Vivien and one is me... There is no such things..., you better find your heart right then only tell me the answer tomorrow morning... This is all what I want to say. Thanks ^^ I don't want you to regret later... Now still early..., still can make decision.. And I will appreciate your answer..., plz tell me the true feelings..., better not like I made you angry then you go choose Vivien.., I want you to tell the truth... I know Vivien is a good girl too... I dun mind what is your answer is.. Saya boleh tolak ansur okay? :) I love you~

Pissed Off

Dam! Why every guys are like this? When ever they don't like they will get angry..., but promisses never take their promiss... Why is it like that? Hmm~ I don't feel good now~ xD

Choices~

Haiz~ Choices... Today when I know Ken Jean love Vivien and not me.., I am very sad and cry for an hour..., then I fall asleep..., I woke up I told Ken Jean about this..., then he said it was true.., hmmm im open minded muahahaha~ Luckily im open minded if i'm close minded then don't know what will happen le.. Hmm~ Well love can be together or to see him have a nice future~ Love doesn't mean have to be together... Love is sort of complicated things~ Well..., I do really like him..., this kind of feelings same like when I like emmanuel like this... Just imagine~ I like Emman for 5 years..., im afraid that I like Ken Jean for don't know how many years le..., well im sort of stupid girl in this world~ Hmm it's okay.., I am nothing one le ^^ Im strong enough.. If he choose Vivien.., i'll gave up on him.. Only love him as my best best friend... ^^ All of my doing is I don't want to see him regreted next time... ^^