hello everyone
good morning~
genkii deska?
^^
genkii ne~~~
^^
well
i totally out of my mind
i don't know whats going on with me
i just want talk to him
is just that he dont want talk to me
i want faster settle this problem
but when i seriously wanna talk bout it that time
he try to avoid it and kept on telling to joke just to keep my mouth shut
is it right?
i dont think my heart is right
i very sad
every night i sleep early just because i am avoiding this problem
he told me that if i got any problem i can tell him and he can advise me
but end up he failed to do it
i don't know whether he will keep his promise towards me a not
i really really very scared
i'm a what?
i'm just a small little girl knowing nothing
i just realized that he have a weird character
that is::
- When i just back from work, Eat, and watched movie in cinema with him and i slept half way, He spank me with his elbow prevent me from sleepiness.
Is that right from what he is doing?
i tried my best to understand him well but he didn't understand me at all
not even once he tried
he just followed his emotional doing only
i feel very upset knowing all this
i totally out of my mind
i can imagine that if i go on with him
what will happen next
i can imagine it
i don't know what to do.
