Play boy~

I think Ken Jean is a playboy~ I have no idea why but I think he really is! You know why? That because I couple with Ken Jean one month ago.., so he *Told* me that he love me o.o.., that time I believe la..., so after that 3 few weeks ago.., his sisters come and tell me Ken Jean like Vivien.., now another pop out.., Vivien lol xD he like her for 7months already.., I told him.., since you like her you shouldn't use me or lie to me or play my feelings! This is horrible.., but I just forgive and forget.., I broke up with him.., so after I broke up with him.., I asked him to choose which one he love more..., which one is in his heart..., he said *Don't want to choose*.., Haiz~ so I become friends with him lor... But now he got another -*Girl Friend*-.., another pop out adi.., haiz~ I wonder how many girls he like? Aish~ I feel so hurtful..., somemore I love him more than anyone else you know..., but of course God First la.. hehe ^^ but Ken Jean make me so pissed off..~ He don't even know how to solve his own problem but he always don't want to face his problem that's how it starts! I told him many times but he don't listened..., so I just leave him alone~ Well this afternoon after school.., I on MSN and suddenly one if his sisters chat with me.., she told me that she and other sisters are supporting me..., somemore they said I am preety and kind~ lol? feels weird never mind so after that when I hear that I was shocked o.o~ xD But I really feel very hurts.., my heart are bleeding day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year~ Very hurts and kept on bleeding until died..., somehow I feel like cheeting too..., I cried and cried..., many times and very very long.., then fall asleep.., wake up again and cry again.., I never eat never drink.., now an ulcer come out form my tongue and my gum.., haiz~ why my life always like this? I don't want to comtinue my life like this~ I just want a normal life~ Now I don't want to couple with anybody adi.., even Prom.., im not going too..., carnival im not going to tell Ken Jean that our school have carnival and so on..., I and him only friends but the problem is.., I told him friends where can kiss? He don't want to listen he always say that I owe him a kiss.., yes I do promiss him a kiss but now his not my boy friend why should I give him a kiss for? I don't want this situation just like Emman situation.., Emman was teaching my guitar.., we rest and then he kissed me on bed.., I don't want all this happened again.., I have to protect my ownself 'coz I am a girl and not a guy~ ^^I wont let this continue again ^^
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