Friends? Lover? Family?

What is Friends?

i actually dont understand what is friends too

i just know True Friends should be there for you whenever you got any problems

and

they will help you when you got any difficulties

that's what i know...

But i see so far

no one treat me like a friend accept Belinda Cheah

i only got one Best Friend

i dont know why everyone getting further from me

i dont know what's going on

even Angeline, Melanie too

hmm

i have no idea why....

>.<

What is Love?!

i also not really sure bout Love

but 

i just know when you love someone must be pain 

just like i love emman last time 

even now i still like him

but i cant forget him

i tried to loved Sheriff but i cant

i already do my best but i can't

Sheriff and Emman are different character

Emman and Ivor is the SAME CHARACTER

hmm

Ivor loves Jayne and Emman loves Hui Yen

Emman used to be my Ex

but...

hmm

never mind laaa

suffer little bit also wont die one

hor?

haha

btw i and Sheriff are really different world...

we cant to be together for long as i know...

Sheriff... Sorry ya...

*Don't cry like a baby ya!*

;)

What is Family?

i though family would help you whenever you need

but i guess my family is not like that

is like always argued

eat also didnt eat together

do everything is seperate

and our relation are like just spoilt!

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i dont know why

i feel very envy that i saw other ppl family

very happy

everything shared and do together

but my family was like...

lean on someone but not family

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Weird isn't it?!

hmm

hope God will help me solve all my problems...

=)