20.11.2011 - Sunday
This morning after church and guitar classes i went down to
Ground Floor and i saw Emmanuel, Hui Yen, Philip and all.
I called my dad on purpose coz i dont want him to know that i still fall on him or anything...
So...
i just...
very stupid la!!!
Everytime i saw him and Yen together my heart felt very pain,
just like a heavy rain inside my heart...
I always drop Thousand, Million, Billion, Zillion of tears because of him...
I wanted to stalk him everyday every night and everywhere...
i just want to know where he go and all...
but i dont want to give him any burden and all...
All my friend say that i would never like anyone like 7 years that long but the fact is i REALLY TRULY LOVED HIM FOR 7 YEARS EVEN NOW!!!!!!!!
My heart very pain and my tears always drop...
I never and CANT even forget bout him...
I always think bout him with me together i feel very happy...
that's my incredible year...
It was my Form 3...
Form 3 i purposely lied to my dad say that Emmanuel is chosen by my church teacher and i went there for every week saturday or sunday...
every week i sure will go there with a smile...
But when reach till Form 4, my life totally changed bad to worst...
results drop and all...
i cant concerntrade on my studies...
and lastly my class also drop to the last last class...
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