im happy but sad~

hello everyone!

how are ya?!

=D

fine right??

hehe

today i'm going to write something

see carefully lorh

ahhaha

i'm happy as i have a simple lunch with Sam

i know Sam in Secret of Louisiana 

we are just friends and not more than that 

but i really have a lot of question in my mind::-

- Do you love me?

- If you do, then why are you being rude to me?

- If you do, why you wanna treat me these way?

you really make me sad in the same time

i know you are not romantic person nether i

but i know what is like

i too know that i am dumb

like is a problem to me

cuz when i like you,

i put you in my first place

everything i think of you first then i only think bout me

even friend too

Jack, Ernest, Jodee, even Belinda

i also put them first because of what?

because i love them as a brothers sisters

why you want give me such a cold expression i really dont know

you still dont understand me yet

what i want

what i need

now i tell you here

i want you

i need you

i understand you need work

i too need work

but when you stress yourself i too worried bout you

just like what Jack said

i cares bout other more than myself

i also can die just bcuz of you

i am dumb but i'm not stupid

i really loves you here and i will try to change your character

as well
you went to S'pore without telling me UNTIL the 29th Oct
my heart really pain inside
i'm not in your heart at all
not like i dont know anything
i know you dont want to leave S'pore
i know that you want to stay in S'pore
cuz i read your comment in your FB everytime everyday
what what i have?!
one more questions i wanna ask you
- Do you try to understand me?
Do you??!?!?!

Think for yourself